(RONNIE'S POINT OF VIEW)
''Ronnie everything seems fine, I think the problem to why you can't conceive is down to stress, the womb is like the head when you are stressed you can't concentrate, well your body senses your stress levels and it's just knocks everything off'' the doctor said sitting down in front of myself and Bradley.
''So if I relax more and not be stressed you are saying I can have another baby'' I asked he nodded. ''I don't see why not, you are in good shape and healthy your abdomen womb and cervix and doing good, I think you should hold off a for a while and just have sex it works'' he said I chuckled and let out a deep breath.
''Could it be down to the pains I am getting'' he frowned. ''I have been getting the odd like shooting pain in my belly'' I saw Bradley's head turn to me I bit my lip not turning around because he will blow up not knowing this so I rubbed the back of his hand and he squeezed mine rather hard.
''What does it feel like''.
''It's just like a stitch I will get it for like 2 minutes and it's gone then it will come back a few hours later, I mainly get it when I think about not being pregnant yet'' I said.
''Hope up on the bed'' I nodded letting Bradley's hand got and I laid down on the bed and he pulled my top up and he pressed down on my belly. ''Have any pain'' I shook my head.
''Nope, I was already at my screen exam last week and the nurse that was in with me said there were no signs of cancer I am just curious what this pains are because I don't do much to get out of breath''.
''Are you exercising '' I shook my head. ''Have you put on any weight''.
''Not that I know of'' I said he nodded.
''Hop on the scales and I will see '' I pulled me top down and walked over and stood on the scales. ''Well you are 126 pounds''.
''I was what 114 pounds before the wedding, that was 2 months ago so I haven't be watching what I have been eating'' I said.
''You are at average weight for a women of your built, maybe stick to exercising maybe just walk the treadmill for an hour a day and eat healthy, your body has gone from working out to not doing anything so it become tight and basically Lazy'' he said sitting back down I nodded.
''So no stress eat right and exercise got ya doc'' he smiled and nodded. ''Thanks so much Doc, you put our minds at ease'' I said shaking his hand.
''Anything for my number one patience'' I laughed, yes I still have the same doctor since I was 15, he is a pretty chill guy as well. ''Thanks man'' Bradley said and we walked out hand in hand to the car and he opened the door for me and closed it and got in and drove out without saying a word.
''Go on the have it at me''.
''Why the fuck didn't you tell me you were getting pains Ronnie'' he spat I sighed looking at my hands.
''Don't sigh ok I am your husband Ronnie you should tell me these things, how am I supposed to know what's wrong with you if you don't talk to me'' he asked not taking his eyes off the road.
''I'm sorry, I just didn't think it was worth telling because they weren't sore pains like when I was a kid, I always thought it was a stitch so I didn't want to worry you because it was nothing'' I shrugged looking at my hands, it felt like I was being told off by my dad.
''So you still should tell me Ronnie I tell you everything and you don't even fucking talk to me, I get it you are upset that you aren't pregnant but you're not the only one, have you even thought about how I feel not being able to get you pregnant, thinking maybe it's me and not you, maybe I am the reason we can't have another baby'' he asked and got out of the car and walked into my parents' house, I frowned, I can't believe all this time I haven't even asked him how he feels, I am such an awful wife.
