(RONNIE'S POINT OF VIEW)
''So toasty'' I said walking into the house shaking the snow off me and he closed the door after him and I kicked my boots off and hung my cardigan up and walked into the kitchen and took two plates out and I opened the bag with the Chinese take away in it and I put it on our plates and we ate it at the table talking about stuff we done while we grew up then I went got changed into Pj's and done my teeth getting the onion taste out and I went back into the living room.
''Can I ask you something'' I asked sitting down beside him he nodded muting the telly. ''What was it like when you mixed them together'' I asked
''While drinking the vodka I didn't even feel drunk I just felt so miserable and depressed, when I took the tablets I just felt sick and like the room was spinning, I laid down on the bed and next thing I knew I woke up in the hospital'' I shook my head.
''When we got that call I thought I would be burying you'' I said looking down at my legs he tilted my chin up. ''I didn't do it to hurt you Ronnie, I just felt you were all better off without me'' I shook my head.
''If you died you would be killing me as well, just because we were fighting didn't mean I didn't love you of course I do Bradley '' I said my eyes watering thinking back to that moment we got the call.
''Hey don't cry I'm here breathing with you'' he said I nodded and let out and deep breath and he looked at me rubbing my legs. ''Can I kiss you Ronnie'' he asked I chuckled and held my left hand up.
''I don't think you need to ask'' he smiled and he cup my face and kissed me and I melted into his arms as our lips moved in perfect sync as always with each other. He pulled out and kissed from my lips to my neck then hugged me and I hugged him back.
''I'm so sorry'' he whispered. ''I know you are'' I kissed his neck and pulled out and smiled at him.
''It's good to have you back, the house seemed so dead, I've tried being the mom who played soccer basketball and video games but I am not cut for that stuff, Harvey knew I was trying my best so he didn't say anything'' he laughed and he laid down on the sofa pulling me down beside him. ''Yeah he was telling me you even dressed up in a soccer kit'' he laughed I nodded.
''Yeah, he was really bored and the twins were asleep so I tried being you didn't work, but he thought it was funny that I was willing to play with him, so we spent the day laughing but he did have a good time but he had no one to annoy like he annoys you'' he smiled.
''I know he can get at me a lot but I did miss the early mornings him running in jumping on me waking me, then talking about cartoons and sports, when he stead with me yesterday I didn't even realise how much I missed being with him, I never want experience being away from my family again'' he said I nodded. ''Neither do I so don't fuck up Bradley I know the twins won't remember this but he does and don't want him to ever see us fighting again, even an argument bit your tongue when he is around ok'' he nodded and kissed my cheek.
''You don't need to worry Ronnie'' I nodded resting my head on his chest and my arm over his belly and he ran his hand through my hair and kissed my head every so often then at around 12:30 we went on up to bed after he locked up I was already under the duvet.
''The storm is pretty bad out there'' he said closing the bedroom door. ''I dough the roads be opened tomorrow so we be walking to your parents' house'' I said while he stripped down to his boxers, like as usual I almost drool at his body, he chuckled snapping me from my thoughts and I looked at him away as my cheeks burned, yes I still very much blush. He laughed and got under the covers and moved over wrapping his arms over me I let out a nice long sigh.
