(RONNIE'S POINT OF VIEW)
''I'm so sorry, I love you so much baby'' I heard a whisper in my ear and soft lips pecking mine then the noise of 3 pecks, I slowly opened my eyes to see Bradley walked out the bedroom door with a big bag of his thing and he closed it quietly. I sat up biting my lip and I saw at the end of the bed his hoody, well my favourite one I am forever wearing and a note on top of it
''If I could turn back time I would and we would have never went out, we should have just stead in that night and had a night to ourselves, because if I knew this was going to happened I would have never wanted our night together to end because now I will never have another one with you. I don't even know why I... I can't even say what I have done because it makes me want to die even more, just remember I love you and the kids so much, you were the best thing of my childhood then you gave me a son married me then beautiful twins, you will forever be my only one, forever Ronnie
If Harvey wants to see me, I dough he does, I am at my mom's house for the time being, please give the kids a kiss from me every night
I love you from the bottom of my heart up
Bradley x''
I put the note into the pocket and I slipped the hoody on and I looked at the clock it was after 12am but I couldn't sleep. I haven't slept in two nights over this situation. I went into the bathroom and I went the toilet washed my hands and I looked at my face, my eyes were red and puffy my face was pale from the crying and tiredness. I rubbed my face and I glimpsed sight at my wedding ring and engagement ring on my finger and I looked down at them, I wanted with everything in me to take them off but I couldn't I can't I don't know why but I don't want to remove them.
''Momma'' I heard a whisper, I walked back out to the room Harvey was sitting up looking around. ''Yeah baby'' I whispered sitting back beside him, he shook his head and snuggled into my side, I smiled and kissed the top of his head and I rubbed the top of his head as sleep took over his tiny body once again.
It was about 4 o clock and I headed down stairs for a cup of tea my head was aching from all the thinking. I hit the kettle on and I heard movement in the living room I froze then I heard like nails hitting off the tiles and I let out a sigh of relief
''Mane you scared mommy'' I whispered picking him up and I put him in his bed and I sat down on the chair drinking my tea flicking through one of them real life magazine then I got cleaning to distract me from everything. I done the laundry hung it out on the washing line I cleaned all down stairs mopped the floor brought the clean folded clothes up stairs and I put them away, the worst part Bradley's clothes where in the pile, I closed my eyes holding his top up to my face and I felt my eyes watering. I shook my head and just put them with the rest of his clothes and I went in and I checked on the kids who were all still asleep.
''The day I can't sleep they sleep in late'' I smiled to myself and I sat out on the Balcony wrapped up in Bradley hoody, I looked at the sky it was about to be a down pour so I got the big cover rain sheets out of the closet and I put them over the sofa's and I went back inside and Harvey wasn't in the bed but the twins where still asleep so I walked out of the room hearing him calling out my name down stairs and his voice shaking.
''Baby I'm here'' I called walking down the stairs and he ran down the hall and out of the kitchen and up to me I picked him up and he hugged me. ''What's wrong'' he shook his head I kissed the side of his head.
''Hungry'' he nodded I smiled and brought him into the living room and I sat him on the sofa and I turned on ''Jake and the never land pirates'' and I made him a bowl of cereal and I went upstairs and I saw Millie awake.
''Hello my beautiful girl'' I tickled her belly and she laughed and looked at Braydon and she tap his face he grunted and rolled away from her I laughed and picked her up and I laid her on my lap and I changed her dirty diaper putting a clean one on and I put her Pajamer's on along with her house coat.
