Moving on.

Part title

My head was heavy on my neck I didn't have the strength to hold it up. Thick dust coated my face. Rolling over I coughed sending blood splattering across the floor, I looked up to see Holly standing above me her head cocked to the side as if she was deciding whether to leave me to die or help. In the end she turned around and started walking away I tried to cry for help but my throat was closing up. I don't remember what happened next but my head seemed to drop to the ground and a sharp pain shot through my arms. Before my eyes fluttered closed.
All I could hear was the slow thumping of my heart and ragged breathing exhausted I stopped fighting to stay awake letting the darkness take me away. The darkness around me slowly morphed red then back to black. I saw myself lying on the ground below me. My body was stretched out all my limbs splayed in different angles. Thick brown dust covered my hair sticking to the sickly red liquid that was oozing out of multiple cuts. I longed to reach out and tell myself to keep fighting but I couldn't I watched as my back pack glowed green. And the horrified skulls voice met my ears.
Lucy.
Lucy I know you can hear me. Not only was I dead but now still hearing the skull.
Oh shut up Lucy you aren't dead I think you'll find I just saved your life.
Oh really, now my mind is messing around seriously I thought dying was supposed to be quick.
Can you please try and get back in your body I can't hold onto your soul for too long.
That's when I realise it wasn't just my head the skull spun around in the jar glaring at me through the zip of my back pack. My life started to flash through my mind all the bad and good memories. Phoenix and his loopy smile, George and his books with glasses sliding down his nose and lastly Lockwood with a rapier in his hand and a lopsided grin plastered on his face. It suddenly hit me, Why was I not fighting back? The pain it would cause the others to find my crooked body coated in blood and glass. I couldn't leave them like this. Not without saying goodbye. The warm air around me turned cold as I started to fight against it. Pushing my way through the barrier it put up in front of me, I wasn't dying like this. I started to run, my feet sank into mud that wasn't there and I started to panic. Tears burned my eyes and I tried to blink them away as I pushed into the barrier. Smacking my hands against an invisible wall I screamed. My body seemed to move further and further away the harder I tried.
"How can I get back?" I tried to cry out to the skull but it came out as a small croaky whisper. Turning around I pressed my back against the barrier, dragging my knees up to my face I let my tears run down my face. This was it, I Lucy Caryle am going to die in Ackmeres store alone and covered in glass and it's all going to be because I couldn't keep my thoughts and feelings to myself.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Two updates in one day ok I am really proud of myself. I will try and post tomorrow but I cannot promise I will remember.
Both chapters posted today were also written today and have not been checked over so sorry for any mistakes. And that this chapter is not as good as the one I did this morning.
Obviously I hope you enjoyed these two chapters.
Don't forget to comment who you want Lucy to end up with at the end. Thanks for the support it means a lot.
~HeavenlyOne568