Guilty for loving the lost

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I have a problem with holding on to things.
Things that to most people are so little.
I hold on to old friendships , in hopes they will rekindle and everything will be like old times.
I'm addicted to old times.
I'm addicted to how things use to be.
The simplicity of things.
I hold on to how people use to be.
I hold on to things that probably are not even there anymore.
Change scares the fuck outta me so I hold on to anything and everything so I can to forget that everything around me is changing.
I hold on to people who probably forgot I even existed.
I hold on to the way people have made me feel whether it be love or anger.
I hold on the feeling people once gave me.
I'm addicted to old ways.
I'm an addict for the simple things.

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