Blocked or forgotten

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I called you yesterday.
Silly me.
I forgot you had my number blocked.
It's been how many years ?
4, but who's counting.
I thought for a tiny mili second you would answer.
Right before I heard your pre recorded voice mail I thought you were.
I thought about how I would start the conversation.
How you probably would be confused on why I was calling at such late of an hour.
I thought that maybe you would be surprised , but in a good way when you figured out it was me.
Sadly those thoughts simply left the way they came.
It was your voicemail.
Simple and straight to the point.
"Hi , sorry I can't come to the phone right now , I'll try and get back to you."
Beep.
I didn't leave you a voicemail.
After I heard your voice for the first time in years my heart started racing.
Your voice has changed.
It was softer years ago.
It's deeper now.
Makes since , four years does that to people.
I wanted to leave you a voicemail of everything I've been meaning to tell you but then I remembered
You blocked me.

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