I never did it because I was asking for attention.
I never did it because I thought it was "cool."
I never did it because "other people were."
I did it because I was so damn lonely in a crowded room it hurt.
I did it because while my life was pure chaos , I could control that.
I did it because I was so numb to everything around me I forgot what it was like to feel.
I did it because no matter how many times I promised I wouldn't do again , another train full of issues and heartbreak hit my head on.
I did it because no matter how loud I screamed , I was just a whisper to everyone else.
I did it because I was desperate, I needed to know I was alive , even though I felt like a walking corpse , it was the only way I knew I was breathing.
YOU ARE READING
My bleeding heart
PoesíaI have written a lot of poetry and thought it would be nice to post on here. Every poem that is posted is by me from my brain. please do not steel but you may share. thank you , hope you enjoy!
