"I would have done anything for you, but I wasn't the one you wanted," he said starting to pace around the room.
"I tried to be there for you through everything , thinking maybe , just maybe you would realize what was in front of you and take a chance , but you never did." He started pulling at his hair out of frustration.
"When I was with her , I still thought about you , I mean shit I stayed in a terrible relationship because" he paused for a moment.
"I couldn't have you," he finishes with a giant sigh.As tears slowly fell down my face i tried to wipe them quickly.
"Why would stay in a relationship if you were not happy ? You deserve to be happy! Your too good for anything less!" I said getting upset that he put himself through pure hell with someone because I know what that feels like & I wouldn't wish that on anyone, especially him.
"Because , the girl I really wanted wasn't in my life," he said lowly but loud enough that I could hear.
I was silent.
I didn't think anyone could love a mess like me.
Let alone the exact mess of a human that broke his heart before, but here he is pacing around my room telling me how he feels.
And in that moment
There was only one thing that I knew I could do that would settle his fast beating heart and racing thought.I kissed him.
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My bleeding heart
PoetryI have written a lot of poetry and thought it would be nice to post on here. Every poem that is posted is by me from my brain. please do not steel but you may share. thank you , hope you enjoy!