A Life So Complicated

So Trouble-Some

So day by day she tried moving on and eventually she did. Kids at school continued to make fun of her and she no longer cared. She started getting in trouble with everybody, she just gave up. She dated other guys, but never felt the same way she did when she was with James. She hated that she couldn't get him off her mind. Later on, she discovered that she had a little sister named May. Yet when she tried asking if it was true, all that her family members did was just say it wasn't true. She knew three people who would tell her anything she wanted to know and like always they did. Now she knows that she's not able to know any of this information until she's eighteen. Ever since the tragic, she has been changing her emotions. It wasn't until last year when she started to feel a whole different person.She met this one guy who changed her, who showed her a whole different meaning to live. He's the smart type of guy and she wanted to know more about him. So they started talking and eventually tried going out, but it never really worked out. They would have problems like ex-girlfriends and spending more time together. So, in the end, they broke up, but she didn't know what was wrong with her. For some reason, she couldn't get him out of her head. She just didn't understand what was going on. She thought if she tried forgetting him then she wouldn't be as confused. Yet, it didn't really happen, they started talking more and more. For some reason they kept going out, then again it still didn't work out. It wasn't until summer when they gave it one last shot, so far it hasn't been so bad. Noticing that the feelings inside and the confusion she's been feeling is because she's in love with him. Then it happens, she gets a flashback and starts to bring herself down. She starts to worry, doesn't even know if he actually feels the same about her.