My Kind of Perfect // raryn [COMPLETED]

7 - hes not okay

R Y A N

It's been a whole month since Aryn came to my fathers house, and today just happens to be the day I can go back to school. During the day time, I don't have to worry about Lucille being a target for my fathers clients because she attends school, but after having her beg my father, I can finally come back to my save haven.

When I opened the double glass doors of the school, people stared at me. I was changed. I didn't look like Ryan anymore. I looked like Storm. Someone I am not.

Considering I was tied to a bed for months, my hair grew out to just below my ear, making it look like a pixie cut, but what everyone was really looking at were the scars on my face.

I just ignored their stares and pointing as I walked to my locker. I grabbed my art supplies and went to the art room, thankfully the teacher was there. Besides Ms.Autumn, the art teacher is someone I can also trust.

"Oh Ryan, you're back," she slightly smiled looking at me as I walked to my desk. I smiled and nodded.

"Well that's great, you can spend the day in here, catching up on your work, I'll notify the other teachers, so make yourself comfortable okay?" She smiled while putting her pen down. I thanked her before she left the room. I smiled slightly as I took out all my art supplies and got to work.

Hours went by. The only sound filling the classroom was the scratching of my pencil against the delicate white paper as I drew lines coming from every where to form a face which was bruised and hurt. It was for a project, I kept telling myself.

But deep down, I knew this was my only chonce to just allow all the feelings of being broken down and hurt out. I kept drawing and drawing, ignoring the world around me.

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A R Y N

After me and Yui ran to the art room, we seen Ryan peacefully drawing. It was like he was in a completely different world, it was mesmerising to even watch.

He's here.

He's here and he's okay.

He's here and he's okay, but he's not.

I looked at Yui, before she wished me good luck and left. I sighed slowly, thankfully going unnoticed, while I walked into the room and sat beside him. I tapped his shoulder to break his trance, he stared at me confused.

"What do you want Aryn?" Ryan asked in a mutter, looking back on his messy white page. I huffed loudly, grabbing his chin with my index finger and thumb, causing him to look up at me. Our eyes met, and it felt like it was the first time we actually really looked at one another.

"I care about you Ryan, I care about your safety, I care." I whispered to him, making Ryan look at me with furrowed eyebrows.

"What are you talking-"

"Ryan, you have to tell someone about your dad," that's when Ryan slapped my hand away from his chin.

"I don't have to tell anyone anything," he muttered picking back up the pencil.

"Ryan-"

"No don't Ryan me Aryn!" For the first time in his life, Ryan raised his voice as he threw the pencil half way across the class room.

"Don't dare tell me what to do! You've never been in my situation! People fucking love you! You're fucking perfect, with your blond fucking hair, perfect grades, perfect everything!" Ryan yelled out at the top of his lungs. Tears prickled the edge of his eyes but I didn't interrupt him. I allowed him to speak.

"People in this fucked up world have problems, I have problems, you have problems, everyone does! Mine aren't that big, this has been happening all of my life, and if I have to pretend to be a girl for a few hours every night to protect my sister, I fucking will. You don't have these problems or the decisions I have, because your life is fucking perfect Aryn!"

"You've taken everything in your life for granted, and now you met me. Someone who can barely swim above the water, and like a stubborn bitch, you took me as some charity case and is trying to help me. But I don't need your help, don't even try." With that, Ryan grabbed his bag, leaving all of his art supplies and project on the table, and left the room.

I stood still looking at the door which was slammed a second previously. I couldn't believe he said that to me. How could he see that I'm thinking of him as a charity case, when in reality, I think I'm falling in love with him and I need to help him.

I sighed, deciding to do something I should've done the second I felt his fathers house.

I walked out of the classroom and to Yui's locker where she was standing with three of her friends. Yui stared at me, and I nodded. She sighed and nodded back.

"Be careful Aryn," She whispered as I past her. I nodded before leaving the school.

I decided to walk to my destination, as I needed the time to try convince myself out of it, but I couldn't.

Every time I thought of it, the bad out weighed the good. I knew this is something I need to do. It's like a live of death matter.

I stood outside the building with black and white cars in the car park. I sighed, walking up to the door. It took a lot of courage for me to betray someone who I am falling in love with, but it's for his safety and for his sisters safety.

"I'd like to make a tip about prostitution and possible rape." I told the police officer who looked at me.

"Take a seat." I took a seat, think I did the right thing. But how dumb I was.