My Kind of Perfect // raryn [COMPLETED]

17 - life changing

A R Y N

I placed my hand against the window, slowly stepping away. I know that I can't help Ryan right now, I just can't but it hurts being here and seeing him in this almost dead state. Time around me stood still as I remained staring at the window, the window that held my future, my present and some of my past. The window also held so much pain.I just wish I could break the window and pull Ryan into safety and keep him locked away, but there is no way in hell am I able to do that. 

I slowly turned my back and was almost going to walk away when I heard my name being called so softly that I could barely hear it. I turned around with tears in the corner of my eyes, I looked in the window to see Ryan. 

His head was now looking out the window, his brown eyes staring at me with a small smile dancing across his face. I swear, in that moment, I felt something I never felt before. Relief. 

I called for a doctor to check on him before I went into see him, but once the doctor was done, he smiled at me with a nod. 

"There must be an angel looking out for him." The doctors words echoed through the empty hall before he left. My heart grew ten times bigger when I walked into the room to see Ryan struggling to sit up. I smiled and instantly helped him. 

"I missed you." 

The words effortlessly spilled from my mouth, but for once, I was happy they did because I got to see Ryan's real smile again. And it felt like I just had drank a glass of water on the hottest day of the year. It made me feel refreshed. 

"I missed you too." Ryan told me with a small blush. I sat on the edge of the old hospital bed and stared into Ryan's eyes. I decided I needed to tell Ryan how I felt (BOUT DAMN TIME) before anything else happens to him. 

"Ryan, I need to tell you something." I held his hand, interlocking our fingers. Both our gazes were on our hands as I trailed my thumb across his knuckles. 

"I-I love you Ryan," I looked up at Ryans face to see him staring at me with a smirk on his lips. 

"You think I don't already know that?" A small chuckle filled the quiet room. 

"You knew?" I asked and he nodded with a smile. Confusion built inside of me as Ryan's hands cupped my cheeks. 

"I love you Aryn, I always have." He whispered with a small smile on his lips. My heart raced a little bit faster as he ran the pad of his thumb along my cheek bone. 

"Just kiss me Ryan, don't tease me like that," I muttered getting frustrated. A laugh filled the room as our faces came closer together. Our lips were hovering over one another, I could feel his warm breath on my lips, which just make me close the space between us. Ryan's hand stayed on my cheeks as mine wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer as our lips worked in sync. 

It was exactly like the first time we kissed. It was like time froze, and that we were the only two left on earth. He simply took my breath away as he smiled into our kiss. His fingers slowly moving from my cheeks to my neck, making the kiss more passionate as his tongue slowly slipped into my mouth. 

For the first time since I met Ryan, this was the moment I knew our lives completely changed. But changed for the better. 

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hella short but plz deal with it. I'm thinking about ending this book soon, a like around twenty but idk, maybe ill make another raryn book, maybe not. let me know cause I've random ideas stocked up in my head. 

also I have two yoonmin fanfics out for all the ARMYs out there, so if youre an ARMY and totally not ready for burn on stage, plz read my fanfics.

- b x