My Kind of Perfect // raryn [COMPLETED]

15 - their love confession

btw don't be mislead by the title. But I think ppl won't like this chapter 😂 but yeah, enjoyyyyyy

A R Y N

He felt some sort of way I couldn't explain. He just wanted the pain to go away, but no one could help him besides himself.

But I didn't think the consequences would be this severe. I didn't know how much pain I would be until I gaze upon his soul which was trapped in a lifeless corpse.

The only thing separating me from him was the thick bulletproof glass of the hospital window. Doctors would occasionally pass me, believing I was insane as I just stared through the window, with tears filling my eyes as I think about what happened.

Let me bring you back a week, a whole week.

Ryan was happy with being my friend. He was beyond happy actually. His excuse was that he would rather have some sort of relationship with me than none at all.

He was always laughing and giggling, even if the skies remained the dull grey colour. It was almost like the sky predicted the impact that the week would take.

While everything was good here, Ryan's mother actually got out of prison. Her only motivation was to kill Ryan. To end his life, her only reason was because Ryan came along and ended her partying.

Things always seem to go down hill whenever Ryan's parents are involved. I don't understand how someone so pure and innocent could come from two demons.

Two days into the week, Ryan's smile began to fade. It was slowly disappearing but then suddenly, it disappeared altogether. I couldn't even make him smile. Before he would fake a smile, but he couldn't even do that.

On Friday, I had a gut feeling something would happen. So I went against Ryan's orders to not walk him home, and walked him all the way home and into his bedroom. But the feeling would not disappear as I walked down the street.

But then, it was like my world stopped.

The quiet, empty street soon erupted into the sound of a gun. Then a painful scream. I looked back and instantly ran to the house when the sound came from. Neighbours looked out their windows, being concerned and nosey.

"Ryan!" I yelled as I pushed past Gerald and Juliet and ran up to Ryan's room. I swung the door opened to see his mother, holding a gun up and Ryan laying on the floor, holding his leg where there were two bullet holes and a pool of blood underneath him.

Instantly, I ignored the fact the woman had a gun and knocked her out of my way as I ripped my top. I kneeled down, wrapping the now ripped top over Ryan's wounds as Gerald came in and handcuffed the woman and Juliet called the ambulance.

It was like the sound disappeared around me and all I could hear were Ryan's soft cries for help. Over and over again he would beg me to just kill him. To put him out of his misery. But I did not listen to him.

I would shake my head, refusing to obey his orders.

"I won't kill you Ryan."

"I want to die Aryn, just leave me."

"I will never leave you. Even if it is your last wish. I will never leave your side."

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R Y A N

I could not believe what was happening. I was standing above my own lifeless body. But I wasn't cover in tubes. My eyes slowly looked up to see Aryn looking at my lifeless body. A small smile came across my face before I walked over to the window.

"I knew you love me." I whisper with a small smile. "But you're to stubborn to admit it."

For a second, Aryn's eyes met mine. Even though he didn't know I was here, I could tell that he was hurting. Hurting because he could not do anything.

Even though he told me that he did not like me as a boyfriend but as a friend, I know that feeling has vanished. I know Aryn loves me. It may sound arrogant, but looking into his glossy eyes, I could just tell.

You can tell when a man is in love by his eyes.

And Aryn's eyes. They held so much love. So much pain. So much guilt. But he didn't know I forgave him for everything. He did not know I love him too. He didn't know anything of my feelings. He didn't know.

I smiled shaking my head while folding my arms and looked at the blond haired boy.

"If only you were so stubborn you would've told me you love me before this could happen. But I know you love me."

"I know because I love you Aryn."

A R Y N

I felt a shiver down my spine, and someone put a hand on my shoulder. But no one was there.

"But I know you love me. I know because I love you Aryn."

That voice.

It's his.

It's Ryan.

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OKAY THIS MAYBE CONFUSING BUT BASICALLY ITS BEEN A WEEK AND RYAN GOTTEN SHOT BY HIS MOTHER. ARYN WAS THE ONE WHO SAVED HIM YET AGAIN BUT THIS TIME RYAN JUST WANTED TO DIE. ALSO HE KNEW ARYN LOVED HIM EVEN THOUGH ARYN DIDNT TELL HIM.

SO BE PREPARED FOR SOME SAD SHIT CAUSE THIS BOOK IS GONNA GET DEEP

- b x