Society is stuck with the thought that we are the center of the universe. Obviously it is scientifically proven that we revolve around the sun. And there's always that certain group of people who feel as if their energy is completely unimportant. But, in some way we all feel the need to be the center of something. We long for attention. Negative or positive. Controlled or chaotic. It's a constant battle of whether or not we are good enough. Being that society is so caught up in competition that for some reason the people in it don't seem to realise the inevitable. Death. In the end we all Die. And then, the world keeps spinning. For me, death was never really something I feared. I had always feared living, for life was unpredictable.
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This will include pretty personal subjects.
I figure that before you read it you should know that it will talk about many subjects about my life and what I've been through/ feeling. I have many mental illnesses that will be talked about within this and I don't know. It won't all be bad, I have plenty of good days, enough good days to talk about it. some of the things in here were written by me as a teenager, I'm in my 20's now and feel like it's maybe time to release some parts of myself. I'm reading through right now to add things I've learned as an adult, I'll try to specify what I've added now. Thank you(:
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Chaotic
Poetry**EDIT** so, I started this when I was 15 and haven't touched it since I was 17 I think it would be interesting now, almost 5 years later to come back to it and add some things. Just some stuff I need to allow myself to say. A lot about life. A lot...
