Whoever said love is more important than anything is a liar. Whoever told me that without love you have nothing is a liar.
being in love is not everything. Life is so much more than loving everything about the person you're with.
Whoever said that you can ever be too young for love is a fucking idiot.
The first time I fell In love I was young. 12 ending the 7th grade "too young" to be in love. Just experiencing my first puppy love. But this isn't about me. She, was a little too broken and somehow that comforted me. She reminded me of sunrises that people stay up all night waiting for, it was a lot of work, a lot of patience but, god damn, was it so gorgeous. And like the sunsets, it never lasted long, she came and went as she pleased taking parts of me with her each time. When I tried to express what I felt I was told I was too young. That it was "puppy love". Let me tell you something about puppy love, it's still fucking important. You're never too young to feel. And you're never too young to express. The amounts of love you put into something matter. Especially with puppy love. That's the first love you'll ever really feel, it sets you up for more love. It sets the bar of how you start to feel. What they don't say about puppy love, is it will probably breaks your heart just the god damn same.
Many times after that I searched for more love, in boys, in girls, in everyone. Searching for a love that I was never taught to nurture as a child.
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Poetry**EDIT** so, I started this when I was 15 and haven't touched it since I was 17 I think it would be interesting now, almost 5 years later to come back to it and add some things. Just some stuff I need to allow myself to say. A lot about life. A lot...
