You had done it again. They were getting worse everything each time you did it. Deeper and deeper. You just couldn't take it anymore. You never got to see him anymore he was always gone. You know he couldn't help it, it was his career but, you couldn't help but feel alone.
That's all you felt. Tonight though, tonight was they worse you'd gotten. Your thighs and arms had giant gashes in them. You didn't mean to make them as deep as try were. You couldn't stop the bleeding you've already used 3 towels and they are soaked blood. You were starting to become a little light headed. Your vision was starting to blur.
All of a sudden you hear the front door opening, but who could it be you were expecting anyone. You were still becoming more light headed as you heard the love of your life call your name "(Y/N)! Baby I'm home early!" "Liam!" you tried to yell but your voice sounded very hoarse from the tears you'd been crying and also the loss of blood.
"Baby?" you heard Liam getting closer. "Liam!" you said as loud as you could. You could hear his footsteps getting faster and louder. "Oh my gosh! baby girl! what have you done?!" he said grabbing a pile of towels and rushing over to you. "Li I'm so sorry!" you cried softly reaching for his hands. He grabbed your hand that was reaching for his and brought it to his face and he kissed your palm.
"It's okay baby. shhh I'm gonna get you help." you soon felt him lift you off the ground and heard the door open and shut and you felt him walking quite swiftly to the car you felt him set you down and buckle you the run to his side and he hopped in and started the car. He grabbed your hand squeezing it slightly. "It's okay baby, stay with me I'm here don't worry." he said and you soon fell into a deep sleep.
*few hours later*
"So she is alright? right?" you heard Liam ask. You had just woken up for the first time since you blacked out in Liam's car. "Yes she just lost a lot of blood and is very weak so we will have to keep her over night." I heard someone else speak. "Okay as long as she is alright. Thank you doctor." you heard Liam speak again.
"Your welcome Mr. Payne." you heard the Doctor speak. You heard footsteps but then then they faded away and then you heard some come closer. You felt a warm hand consume yours and you melted at the feeling of the contact. "Why baby, why didn't you just tell me? I could've come home I would've taken off work for a few months till you became better. I would do anything for you. I just want to know why you would do this and not tell me (Y/N)?" what he just said overwhelmed your heart with joy.
You felt your self smile a little. "B-because Li." you spoke your voice low and raspy you kept speaking but kept your eyes closed. "I just missed you so much, but I never wanted to pull you away from work because I know you love what you do and I just didn't want to get in the way of that because I know that's your top priority." you said tears now falling down your face.
You slowly opened you eyes and saw Liam clearly face to face for the first time in months. You smiled and raised your hand up to his cheek to wipe away the tears running down his face. "But baby your my top priority. Your my number one. I don't care how much you don't want to be you are. In fact your my everything." Your smile just grew wider at his words.
"Li I don't care right now all I care about is you being here." you said pulling him down on to the be for a hug. "Woah baby careful." he laughed hovering above you. "I'm fine." you giggled. You had pushed the button to lay the bed back enough where you were sat up a little but but comfortable enough for Liam to lay above you. "God I missed that cute little giggle." he said kissing your cheek.
You giggled at his comment "I missed these a lot." you said tracing your thumb across his lips. He laughed as his face inched closer to yours. "I missed be able to do this all the time." he said leaning in and kissing you gently. He started to pull away but you shook your head no and pulled him back down. "I haven't had this in months I'm gonna get more that just a tiny little kiss." you said kissing him again this time more urgency and lust filled this kiss.
Liam slowly pulled away completely out if breath. "Babe, as bad as I would love to do this right now if you haven't noticed were in a hospital." he chuckled kissing the tip of my nose. "Plus, you need your rest the doctor said you lost a lot of blood and your really weak right now." he said in a serious tone. "Well obviously I'm strong enough to pull you down here with me." you laughed.
"That's true but still Doctor says you need your rest so go ahead I'll be here when you wake up. I'll always be here." he said kissing you once more and getting up off the bed. "Wait Li, can you at least lay with me. please?" you said using your puppy eyes. "Can't say no to that face can I?" he smiled crawling under the blanket with you.
You snuggled up to him enjoying the company. "Mmm, your so warm." you said snuggling in deeper. "Here let me see your arms." he whispered. You pulled your arms close to you ashamed of what you had done. "Hey, I'm not gonna judge you baby you know that." he spoke softly. You look up at him tears at the brim of your eyes.
He leaned down just enough so his lips could graze yours and spoke,"It's alright." he leaned down a bit more so he could feel your lips against his completely then pulled away. His forehead rested on yours and his hand found your hand. He broke his gaze from your eyes and lifted your arm. He looked at you then back at your arm.
Then he began to pepper kisses all down your arm. "Your so beautiful, kind, caring, sexy, and I want you to know that you'll never be alone again because I'll always be by your side. (Y/N) I love you so much. So. So. So much." he said pulling you in a hug. You giggled hugging him as tight as you could. "I love you so much too Li! So so so much."
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