1D/5SOS Imagines

My Escape (Ashton Irwin)

"Ash, can I come over for a bit? I just need an escape and your the only person I know I can talk to." you said holding back the tears over the phone.

"Of course, pumpkin! Do you want me to pick you up or can you drive?" he asked you. He knew you were emotionally distressed and didn't want you driving if it was really bad. "Could you pick me up please?" you said breath shaky.

"I'll be there in 5." he said then hung up. Your parents were going through troubles and when they were troubled so were you. Lately you just started feeling alone. Even though you weren't you felt like it.

One night you had a panic attack freaking out in the shower just losing it. You had called Ashton right before you had got in telling him you weren't doing good so he had headed your way.

When he arrived he had found you bleeding, passed out in the bathroom. Your parents began to avoid, and ignore you and you didn't have a close relationship with either of them.

You had good friends at school but you just felt like a bother and the only person you didn't bother was him. You were waiting by the front door for Ashton to pick you up when you heard a car honk out front.

You ran out the front door and hopping into the car and Ashton driving back to his place. "Thank you." you smiled at Ashton. "Anytime." he grinned back. "You alright? Everything okay?" he asked rubbing your thigh softly.

You nodded your head not trusting your voice if you were gonna cry it was not gonna be in the car. "Okay." he said squeezing your thigh gently. A few minutes later you arrived to Ashton's house and he took a hold of your hand walking you inside and up to his room.

He sat on the bed and you leaned against the wall trying to hold it in, but couldn't when he gave you that look. The look where his forehead creased and had a slight frown you knew he was worrying about you.

"C'mere." he said quietly holding his arms out for you. You walked over wrapping your arms around his neck hugging him tightly as he sat on the bed. Soon you began to cry, which turned into full on sobbing.

You felt Ashton lean back and he pulled you along with him. He laid you back and he sat up pulling off your shoes and pulling the blanket over the both of you and he laid back down.

You kept crying for a few more minutes before you finally had calmed down. You knew Ashton was okay with this because it had become a routine. You would just need a crying shoulder and he was there.

"Thank you, so much Ash." you said sniffing a few times. "You know your always welcome over here. I would drop anything to come and comfort you, love." he said kissing your forehead.

"I don't want you ever hurting yourself, just call me and I'll be there baby." you felt a small tear fall from his face on to yours. You looked up and saw he had been crying to and you smiled.

You leaned in and kissed him lightly before laying back down again. "You're my new escape."

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