1D/5SOS Imagines

Worth It (michael)

Abandoned, a burden, disgusting, not worth it that's how I feel. It's thanksgiving and that's how I feel. I'm supposed to be able to say I am thankful for something, but how can I do that when I constantly feel like crap.

No one pays attention to me, I annoy anyone I get around, I just can't freaking please anyone anymore. I can say I am thankful for at least two people and that's (y/bf/n) my best friend and Michael Clifford my boyfriend.

I love them to death, but I'm still constantly having to ask them if I bother them. It's one of the worst insecurities anyone could ever have. "Baby girl?" I heard Michael yell through our small apartment.

I quickly wiped away my tears and looked in the mirror to make sure I looked okay. "(y/n) you ready to go to your grandparents?" he yelled again. "Mhm." I mumbled walking out of the bathroom.

"Hey, there you are." he smiled coming over grabbing my hips and kissing me gently. "Baby,whats wrong?" he whispered. "Nothing, come on." I smiled tugging on his wrist walking. "(y/n)." he said pulling me back.

"Something's wrong I could taste the saltiness on your lips. Why were you crying?" he said cupping my cheeks.

"We shouldn't even go to this dinner. My family doesn't really want me to be there. They could care less if I showed up or not. I drive everyone insane. Im a burden to people. Im burdening you right now, why are you even still with me? You should just leave me." I said tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Baby, baby, baby." he whispered shaking his head and wiping the tears.

"Your family adores you of course they want you at their family dinner. You don't burden anyone, if anything you brighten people's day, just with that beautiful smile of yours. You definitely don't burden me. I love you with all my heart, I'm never leaving baby girl." he crashed his lips to mine pushing away all of my thoughts.

His soft plump lips taking away all of my pain and hurtful thoughts. He pulled away my bottom lip bouncing back into place and our foreheads touching. "Don't stop." I whimpered wrapping my arms around his neck.

He leaned in wrapping his arms around my waist kissing me with more force his tongue slipping in exploring my mouth. A couple of minutes later he pulled away again resting his forehead against my once more.

"Feel better baby?" he whispered smiling. I closed my eyes nodding. "I love you." I smiled. "I love you too baby. Remember, no matter what you think. You are worth it. Always."

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just something small.. HAPPY TURKEY DAY LOVE YOU ALL. Remember you are worth it! I love you guys

-kenna.