1D/5SOS Imagines

Help pt.2 (calum)

I was disgusting, a guy took advantage of my body, & now I'm absolutely disgusting. I wasn't beautiful before though even then I was the most disturbing human being.

After Ashton banged on Calums door that morning about a month ago I never saw him again. I basically live with Cal and am totally crazy about him.

It sounds insane to be falling head over heels for someone I met a month ago, but Calum has shown me nothing but kindness.

He is so sweet to me. That night he took me into the hotel he showed me such tenderness and care, I was a complete stranger.

He is always making sure I'm okay and when he leaves for work he asks if I'll be alright by myself for a few hours.

We've kissed a couple of times, but I'm sure those were just comfort kisses. There is no way he felt for me what I felt for him, it was impossible.

I was now laying in his spare bedroom trying to fall asleep but too scared to close my eyes.

That's also another thing, ever since that night with Ashton I've had nightmares very consistently.

I hardly ever get sleep because I keep myself awake or I wake up from the nightmares and never go back to sleep. They've been getting worse lately.

I used to just dream about what happened that night, but now I'm getting dreams where he's coming back for me and taking me with him.

I was trying my best to keep them open but I could no longer fight my sleep.

Calums p.o.v

I was laying in bed my body slowly falling into a sleeping state when I heard her screams.

I heard them just about every night but I could never motivate myself enough to go comfort the sweet girl. I had taken her into my home and fallen quite quickly. Stupid right?

Yes, it's very stupid to think a beautiful girl who has been hurt so badly would even consider having feelings for a guy at the moment.

Tonight (y/n) scream was the loudest I had ever heard during the night. She wasn't the only one losing sleep, after she'd wake up screaming I would be awake, constantly worrying and wondering if I should check in on her, but when morning came she never spoke a thing of them, so neither did I.

I had actually talked myself into getting up to make sure she was okay, but feet pattering across the hard wood floors stopped me.

I saw a dark figure stop by my bed, then a soft yet shaky voice speak. "Cal? You awake?" I heard (y/n) whisper.

"Yeah, you okay?"

"Can I sleep in here tonight?" she whimpered.

"I nodded my head but quickly replaced it with the words 'yes' forgetting it was dark. I scooted to the far side of the bed and I felt her petite body make a small dent in the mattress.

She stayed on her side and I felt her body shaking. I wiggled my way over to her wrapping my arms around her waist pulling her close and pulling the duvet up to our chins.

I felt her turn around in my arms and bury her head into my shoulder. I heard her soft cried and rubbed circles on her back kissing her forehead.

"You wanna talk about it?" I whispered looking down to her hidden face. I felt her bring her head up a bit.

"Usually they are the same, but tonight it was different, it was the worst one yet." she cried.

"What happened? What was different this time?" I pulled my head back placing my hand on her tear stained cheek.

"You, He came after me, but hurt you." I wiped away her tears staring into her eyes that always seemed to sparkle no matter what.

"Well, we are both here and we are okay. I promised you that I'd never let him nor any other guy ever do that to you again." I saw a faint smile appear on her face in the darkness and it made me smile.

I lifted her chin and leaned in close slowly pressing my lips to hers. She wrapped her arms around my neck her fingers running through my hair and I pulled her as close as she could come our legs intertwining.

She pulled away biting her lip, driving me completely insane.

"Goodnight Cal." she whispered kissing my chin.

"Goodnight baby." I whispered back kissing her nose.

(y/n) p.o.v *next morning*

I woke up wrapped in a pair of warm arms a bit startled but the memories came back quickly.

That's the best I have slept in a long time, we kissed, but I'm sure it meant nothing, just a comfort kiss.

Right? I removed Cals arm from around my waist and walked down stairs to make some coffee.

As I finished pouring it into a coffee mug I walked over to the couch sitting down criss-crossing my legs letting my thoughts consume me.

Did the kiss between me and Calum actually mean anything? Would Calum ever feel the same way I do? Am I moving on from the incident too fast?

"Well, Yes, It depends on what you're feeling, & No." I turned quickly my coffee spilling on my thigh. I squealed running to get a paper towel, but Calum beat me to it.

"Did I say that out loud?" I whispered looking down to my now red thigh.

"Yeah." Calum chuckled wiping it off for me.

"Thanks." I smiled walking back to the couch.

"Sorry about that." he mumbled sitting next to me shirtless in his boxers. I tried not to stare but it was pointless, that boy was absolutely gorgeous.

"Calum, did that stuff really mean something to you?" I questioned looking down at my lap.

"Yes it did, it does and The fact that you're moving on from what happened isn't a bad thing, that just makes you stronger than you already are." Calum looked at me taking my hands in his.

I didn't say anything I just looked at him watching his facial features, he looked like he was trying to decide on something. His eyes looking around the room but soon landing back on me.

"(y/n) I know it's ridiculous to think you'd actually have feelings for me after what that jerk put you through and I don't blame you if you don't have feelings for me, but I can no longer hold my feelings in for you. I care about you, I really do. The fact that you've got me wrapped around your finger in just a month amazes me and I can't help but be crazy about you." I smiled blushing at what he just admitted to me.

I jumped on him causing him to fall back his back hitting the couch and I wrapped my body around his. I leaned him kissing him then pulling away quickly, giggling,

"Me too."

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this was requested so I hope you enjoy the second part to the 'Help' imagine. I love you guys bunches thanks for taking time out of your life to read my imagines and stories!!! Rock on✌️ vote, comment, share. ily ❤️

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