lonely flower

8 | 💓

today when i got to chorus, i went straight to the rest room because i had to pee lmao and i didn't want to sit down and then get back up.

so i went into the rest room and i almost died lmao. ms thomas was in there and she was talking to this girl. i just kept walking and went to the big stall and she was just staring at me like dang. she makes me feel so dumb, gosh.

it looked like she wanted to say hey but she didn't lmao. this lady be acting scary sometimes too. like, just staring at me isn't going to make me say hey to you first. if you want me to speak, say something first, tf.

and then i left the stall and Meme was in there and we were talking and then we left and walked in the room and ms thomas was in her room, so then i put my book bag down and i went to my seat.

and then she came out and she said we were starting. and she started playing the piano and we sing warm ups and then she made us sing 'america'. and i was so scared and she was walking around and listening to people and she walked up to us and i was scared lmao.

but she didn't stand by us for a long time because she knows i get scared. and then she told us to do it again as a whole and do the consonants and she was walking around and she was like,

"y'all are more confident doing consonants, i can tell." and she was looking at us and then she kept saying,

"good soprano 2's!"

and she was like,

"i'm feeling y'all!" and she looked over at me and i was like wtf lmao. 😂🤷🏽‍♀️❤️

and then she was saying how we used to be the quietest group and she was like,

"not anymoooorreeee!" lmao, she's so stupid. 😂👏🏽

and then she made us sight read and she told us to set up our key and she was just staring at me when we were singing like sheshhh.

you know i'm never looking at her, so when i dO look up at her and have her looking at me, i get uncomfortable asf. she be getting on my nerves with that. i don't like when she looks at me all the time.

anyways, then we started and i couldn't see and i just played along and acted like i knew what i was doing 😭 and then she changed it to another one and she made us practice and then she was walking back and was like,

"i'm going to sit... right here."

and she sat rigHT bY mE wTf.

there was an empty seat by mine too wtf. i got so scared. 😂🤭

and then she was singing it with us and then she got up and went to the board and came back and sat by me and i was like lorrddd. and then when we were singing, she crossed her legs and i was like 😏 lmao jk. and then she told us to get our music out and we started singing.

and then we did 'the irish blessing' and we went to the piano and we sung it and me and Meme sounded so good in the back. 😢💓 i was so proud of myself. and then she told us we were done for the day and so we went into the snack cart room.