Broken (a sequel to Harvey's Fan Crush)

Loren💛

I was scrolling through Instagram when I saw Loren's recent post. My emotions that ran through me and ended up with me in tears looking at the photo. I don't get why he'd choose to go out with me but talk to her at the same time. I didn't want to think about it but it was the only thing I could think about. I stared at the photo and started to compare myself to her; she was prettier than me, she was thinner than me, she worked out, she had nicer hair than me. The list went on...
I could have stayed there forever looking at this one photo, then I got a text

Brook- what you doing?

Me- looking at Loren's ig :(

Brook- why're you doing that

Me- I've noticed a lot

Brook- wdym

Me- she's thinner than me and prettier and she actually works out...

Brook- but is she a nicer person? No, I doubt it.

Me- she probably is :(

Brook- if she was a nicer person then she wouldn't have started talking to harvey when she knew he had a girlfriend would she?

Me- I suppose you're right

Brook- I love hearing that

Me- what?

Brook- I'm never right hahahah

My mood had brightened a little just by talking to brook, he had one of those personalities where you could never be sad around him, he'd always make you smile.

Brook- are you okay?

Me- no but I'll be okay. He's just a boy

Brook- do you want me to come to your room?

Me- it's okay I'm gonna go to sleep now anyway, it's late. I'll see you tomorrow

Brook- okay goodnight x

I closed my eyes thinking about what had happened over the past few hours. My life had changed. I'd lost trust for someone who was important to me, I'd lost my boyfriend and a few hours into 2018 and I was already upset.

I rolled over and fell asleep, I tossed and turned throughout the night and kept waking up every few hours. I couldn't stop thinking about Loren. Why her?

I woke up the next morning, my head spinning. I wasn't that hungover but it didn't help I hadn't gone to bed till the early morning and I was very upset. I put on some grey Calvin Klein joggers and a white tshirt before heading downstairs to breakfast.

Brook- morning, I'm going for breakfast with mikey and Adelaide. Are you coming??

Me- yeah I'll be like 2 mins

Brook- I'll come get you

I brushed my hair out and grabbed my key before shutting the door behind me. I stepped backwards and heard a little grunt. I whipped around quickly and saw it was brook

"Oh I'm sorry" I giggled

"It's fine amelia hahaha don't worry it's only my toes" he said winking

"Oh shut up, come on I'm hungry lol" I said grabbing his arm

We walked downstairs to the food, we sat down at a table with Adelaide and mikey before going to get our breakfast. Brook and I were next to each other, sat on the benches while adelaide and mikey were sat on chairs with their backs to everyone else

"Hey you okay?" Adelaide asked

"Hmmmmm idk anymore really. I'm just hurt" I said

"He's a prick" adelaide replied

"Yes he is" brook nodded

"I'm hungry let's move" I said standing up

We were almost done eating when adelaide brought up the harvey situation again

"Aren't you meant to be going to his house for a bit tomorrow?"

"I was meant to but obviously I'm not anymore"

"Ughhh I could strangle him right now. It's not fair. You wouldn't have dreamed about cheating on him...."

"Adelaide!" I said as Harvey started to walk behind adelaide, he paused

"No, I don't care. He's awful. He'd be heartbroken if you'd cheated on him. I want to kill him fgs"

Harvey coughed slightly making adelaide aware someone was behind her

"It's him isn't it?" She said not turning around

I nodded

"Yup it's me...Harvey" he said sadly

To be continued💛