Broken (a sequel to Harvey's Fan Crush)

decisions

the days leading up to when i would go back to the flat went by so quickly. knowing that i'd be seeing harvey soon made me so anxious and i didn't know why. i'd given that boy so much love and i was ready to give him it all over again...but i was also falling for brook. i didn't know what to do, i had one guy who had hurt me so so much and had ripped my heart in two and i had another guy who was so lovely and caring and always made sure i was okay. it was now only one more day until i went back to slough and i had to make my mind up sooner rather than later.

i started to pack so i could take my mind off of everything, i shuffled my playlist and jammed out to music while i chose what clothes to wear. once i'd finished i got into the shower and then went to bed. i was happy because tomorrow evening i would be on the train to slough.

school went quite quickly which was good and before i knew it i was at home rushing around throwing last minute things into my suitcase then leaving my house and catching the bus to the train station. as always, i made it to the station just in time and managed to hop onto my train wriggling down into the seat,plugging my headphones in and relaxing for my journey ahead. it was dark by the time i got to slough and i texted the group chat to let them know i was there

squad🤪🙃

amelia💓: hey hey hey, the train is just pulling up at the station now

rye pie🐝: okai we'll leave now

brook❣️: i'm ready to go come on slow coaches

amelia💓: hehe i'm hungry so hurry up or i'll be mad and it'll be your fault :)

fovvs🌵: oh no she's scary when she's mad. hurry up ryan

i was sat on the wall outside the station when a familiar car pulled up into a space near me, the passenger door swung open and out jumped brook. he ran over to me and hugged me, squeezing me ever so tight.

"brook...i...can't...breathe...." i choked out

"oh shit sorry" he said letting go and laughing at me

we walked back to the car and started to drive off. rye turned around smiling at me then pulled into the mcdonald's drive thru

"what do you want?" he asked

"hmmmm chicken selects or chicken legend or 20 chicken nugget share box? that's a tough one ......"

brook laughed at me and i shot him a "this is a serious decision" glance

"i think i'll go for the 20 chicken nugget share box,chips and a coke also with a crunchie mcflurry please" i smiled at rye "do you want me to give you the money?" i asked reaching into my rucksack

"no darl, this ones on me" rye said getting his card out and paying the woman

"thank you" i smiled at him in the mirror

we got the food and drove back to the flat, i couldn't wait to see mikey and andy it felt like such a long time since i'd seen them. we opened the door and walked in, i made my way to the sofa and fell onto it immediately tucking into my food.

"someone's hungry" mikey laughed walking into the bedroom

i gave him a smirk and carried on munching away. the boys came in and we turned the tv on, andy choosing a film for us to watch

i was relaxed into brooks chest when i felt my phone vibrate, i broke my gaze with the film and looked at my phone.

harvey: hey, just checking you're still free to meet up when i get home?

amelia: ofc i am, when you home? x

harvey: i'm coming home earlier than planned so i'll be home tomorrow, so if you wanna meet day after or somet? x

amelia: sure sunday sounds good :) i'll let you have tomorrow as a chiller and give you time to prepare to see me hehe

harvey: i need time to prepare it's been a while it seems

amelia: yep it has wow aha

harvey: so i'll text you details on where we can meet tomorrow?

amelia: sounds good :)

a/n
hi i'm back i guess ahaha. i'm sorry it's been such a long wait, i've been stuck on what to do and then i didn't wanna write something that wasn't good ygm? anyway i've had enough of little katie messaging me daily to update so here you go midget katie ahahahaha. i'm i'll atm and i'm not loving life but yeah, hope you're all doing well and hope you enjoy :)