Broken (a sequel to Harvey's Fan Crush)

texts

"i made you breakfast" brook said shoving a tray into my arms as i wearily opened my eyes, the bright room taking me by surprise

"aw thank you brooky" i said smiling

he lay beside me posting videos to instagram stories of me eating my breakfast, he was very proud of himself for actually making something other than toast

before i knew it it was time to leave, i picked up my bag and walked out of the flat brook following shortly behind me.

"i'm coming to the station with you" he said

"okay" i smiled up at him

as we walked he brushed his fingers against mine until they intertwined. i looked up at his chiseled jawline as his eyes wandered over my face. we stood under a tree outside the station, watching people go by,quietly talking to each other, brook slowly started to lean in. i looked into his eyes studying the small details in his face, his eyes were even more beautiful than i'd ever seen before. he tenderly reached his hand up cupping my chin. the kiss was passionate and his tongue swiped against my bottom lip asking for entrance. i teased him by pulling away and walking a few steps in front of him, flicking my hair over my shoulder wiggling my bum as he giggled.

"you tease" he laughed

"that's me babe" i replied as he caught up to me

we arrived at the station with just enough time to grab my tickets and head to the platform.

"i'm sorry we didn't have time to have that date, we'll have to do it next time" brook said

"it's fine brooky honestly you don't need to take me out"

"i want to though"

i gave brooklyn a hug and walked onto the train, he waved me off giving me his contagious smile. i slumped into my seat, plugging my headphones in drowning out the sounds of chatter and babies crying. i hated leaving the flat because it was my favourite place to be, i was surrounded by my favourite people and i could be 100% myself but i was heading back there in just over a week

as i walked through my front door, my phone went wild buzzing with notifications off twitter. i was confused, i hadn't tweeted anything today. i said hello to my parents before heading up to my room to see what was happening in the world of twitter. i sat cross legged on my bed as twitter loaded, all i could see in my notifs were loads of people saying how they missed me and harvey being together and how we were cute. puzzled i clicked onto one of the replies and saw harvey had tweeted a picture of us and had captioned it

"no matter where i go, i'm always gonna want you back💔"

i have to admit i wanted him back too, i smiled because he'd posted the picture that he knew was my favourite, it was a goofy one of us in a hotel bed and we both looked cute. i liked it and texted him

me: hey harv

harv: hey mills

that made me smile and blush, he's the only who calls me milly or milly bear. we were cuddling one night and he called me it and i liked it so it stuck

me: i saw your tweet...

harv: i can delete it if you want? :/

me: no dont, you used my favourite one ;)

harv: yeah i didn't want you to come at me for using a bad one 😂

me: wise, very wise. remember cantwell i know where you live

harv: i'm so scared. anyway i'm in america

me: i'm pretty sure i can find out where loren lives hunny. i just have to ask one of her 'angels'

harv: that's true...damn just as well i chose a good photo then isn't it

me: yep hehe. it was cute and the song lyric relates well

harv: i really do miss you and i know i f*cked up big time but i really want you back ...

me: naughty harvey imma tell your mum you swore

harv: sssshhhh

me: but seriously, you did mess up big time you're right with that. but ...

harv: but?

me: i do miss you too. i miss our long facetime calls into the night, i miss our cute dates, i miss our sleepovers, i miss our massive selfie shoots. i miss you the most and all of our memories ...

harv: don't tell anyone coz you know men don't cry but i'm crying

me: harvey i've seen you cry many times hun, and don't kid yourself you're not a man yet...come back and say that when you can grow facial hair hehehe

harv: damn savage af

me: ;)

harv: on a level though do you reckon we can give it another chance?

me: i don't know maybe, maybe not. depends on if you're a good boy or not until i see you next week

harv: if i behave myself is that a yes?

me: it's an i'll see ;)

harv: that's made me happy! i can't wait to come home now

me: you don't wanna leave precious L dog behind do you now lol

harv: i don't want to not have my milly bear in my life now do i ?

i smiled as his text came through, he really does make me happy

i tweeted

just little pet names can make you feel like the luckiest girl alive!

harvey liked it and then tweeted

i feel so lucky, can't wait to get back to england!!!

i hadn't ever stopped loving harvey, i'd just pushed my feelings away to stop myself getting hurt

to be continued

A/n

sorry for the time it took to update, i've had writers block. i think i'm gonna finish this book quite soon because while i've been stuck on this one, i've had an idea for a new book so i've started writing that!