Broken (a sequel to Harvey's Fan Crush)

the call part two

"look,i'm so sorry amelia for everything. i know you're probably sick of me saying this but it's true. it's honestly something that'll haunt me forever"

"you keep saying you're sorry but anyone can say sorry without meaning it. how do i know you mean it? how can i trust you ever again?" i asked tears filling my eyes

he looked down not saying anything for a few minutes. i sighed as he looked up

"you are the best thing that ever happened to me and I was really stupid to not realise that till now. i know i have made a lot of mistakes, but give me another chance babe. i will never let you leave me again.i will wait for eternity if that's what it takes to earn your forgiveness. i understand my mistake, i am truly very sorry." he said this with tears pricking at his eyes

i stared at him, i could see the regret in his eyes. i could tell he was sincere but how could i easily forgive him? i wanted to, believe me i wanted to more than anything but it was difficult.

"i can see that you're sorry harv...but sorry doesn't take back the hurt and the memories..."

"i know, i understand what i've done and ill do anything to make it right. i just want to prove to you that it was a mistake"

"can i just ask you a question?"

"sure what is it amelia?"

"you say this was all a mistake but the other day you were literally cuddled up to her on her instagram...how does that work?"

harvey explained everything and i don't know why but i felt myself forgiving him.

"harv when do you fly back?"

"just over a week why?"

"i think we should meet and talk about this face to face. it's easier then" i smiled reassuringly at him

"yeah okay. when are you going home?"

"tuesday which is tomorrow because i have school on wednesday so i need to get sorted out"

we decided that we'd meet a few days after he got home and that because i'd be going to the flat to see the other boys it'd be easier to talk then.

i walked into the bedroom where all the boys were and they looked at me expectantly

"well, how did it go?" asked jack

"yeah it went okay. we're gonna talk face to face next time i'm down"

"when's that?" mikey walked into the room holding a glass of water and sitting down on the sofa

"about 2 weeks because we have half term yay"

"already looking forward to it" brook said pulling me against his chest

"i don't want to leave tomorrow" i pouted

"we don't want you to leave either" rye said

"i definitely don't " brook said pouting along with me "do you have to go to school?"

"if she wants better grades than you got then yeah she does" mikey giggled as brook playfully hit his arm

"oi" brook laughed

"oooooooh!" i said "imma fail my exams anyway sooooo"

"you won't you're so clever" brook said looking at me

"stop i'm blushing" i giggled hiding my face from him

we went to the cinema and nando's to celebrate my last night with them. stumbling into the flat around 11pm we were all a giggling heap on the floor before too long. we all said goodnight and i walked into blair's room, climbing under the covers. a few moments later a familiar body climbed into bed cuddling into me. i closed my eyes smiling to myself as his arms snakes around my waist

to be continued

a/n - update on my fan account, i have almost 500 followers and i'm so grateful!! also i have my practice d of e expedition on friday kmnnnn pleaseeeee 🙄😂
i went to the vamps last saturday and wowwww they were good and i got to see harvey perform again and i was so proud of him!!! anyway i'll be uploading again soon!!! - amelia xxxxx