Broken (a sequel to Harvey's Fan Crush)

darkness

i hurried around my room throwing several tshirts into my bag finishing off my packing before zipping up my suitcase and going downstairs to put my shoes on. after, i walked to the bus stop at the end of my street and got the bus to the train station. once i was at the station i found my platform and waited for the train. once i was in slough i walked outside and hailed a taxi to drive me the 15 minutes to the boys flat. i grabbed my bag and dragged it behind me up the many stairs and then knocked on the door.

"i'll get it!" i heard ryes voice shout

the door swung open and i was greeted my a tight hug from rye. he grabbed my bag and took it into the bedroom where i was greeted further by the other boys.

"heyyyyy amelia!!!!" they all screamed as brook filmed it on his phone

"hi boys" i said laughing sitting down on the sofa

brook came and sat next to me showing me the video he'd filmed before uploading it to snapchat

"i look so scared haha" i laughed

"we have that effect on people" andy said giggling his dimples deeper than before

brooks arm reached around my shoulder and lightly stroked my shoulder as i smiled up at him

"and the love birds are reunited" mikey cooed at us

"shut up ye" brook shot him a death glare, i could feel up tensing up

"ignore him brook hahah" i giggled as i leant against brook, feeling his body relax into me again

we were all chilling and talking while scrolling through social media. i was cuddling brook, rye and andy we're cuddling on mikeys bed and jack and mikey were sat together on jacks bed.

"yo, why's harv going la?its on his ig story from a few hours ago" rye said

we all shrugged

"probably to film something idk. i haven't spoke to him much after the new years incident" brook said

"neither have i" the other boys chimed in

"oh well" i said carrying on scrolling through instagram

half and hour later we were all in the same positions when a little gasp escaped from my mouth and my phone fell from my mouth,landing on the floor screen down

"what's happened? what's wrong?" brook said as intended up

"amelia?" andy and rye questioned

"he's...with...her..." i stuttered slowly and quietly

"who's with who?" jack asked

mikey whispered to him "harvey and i'm guessing loren"

"oh" jack muttered

"what how do you know?" brook asked

his gaze followed my finger which was pointing to my phone, tears pouring out of my eyes as brook picked up my phone and looked at the picture loren had posted   of them cuddling on a sofa all over each other and captioned it "my baby boy💞"

"let's see" mikey said holding his hand out  taking my phone and passing it to the other boys as they all muttered under their breath.

i couldn't take it anymore, i was heartbroken seeing that post. i stood up shakily and walked out of the flat and downstairs, straight out of the door and into the cold night

i heard a door slam and footsteps running after me but that made me run. i didn't want to be found, i wanted to sit there and cry till i couldn't any more. i flopped in the corner of the park hidden behind bushes. i blended into the dark surroundings in my dark coloured clothing and i sat there crying. i heard shouting around me, someone calling my name. i could hear the desperation in the persons voice but i couldn't move or shout even if i wanted to. it's like something was holding me down.

a while later i was still sat there crying, by this time i was a shaking mess with a tear stained face. then a pair of steady, reassuring hands grabbed my shoulders firmly, the person crouching down beside me, whispering to me.

"amelia?are you okay? talk to me?"

i couldn't talk. i couldn't do anything. just tears falling down my face.

the person sat next to me pulling me onto their lap cradling me tightly stroking my hair as i cried into their shoulder.

the person kept repeating
"it's okay amelia...it's okay. just breathe"

to be continued