What About Off Set?

Chapter 11

Stana's POV
Im currently laying in bed trying to get some sort of sleep before work tomorrow, but I can't help but reminisce about my night with Nathan. He couldn't have picked a more perfect place, one of our favorites so I was more then comfortable in the setting.  He brought me a gorgeous bouquet of flowers, and ordered a bottle of the best champagne on the menu. We don't usually get a bottle unless there's four of us or more so the night was already feeling special. He started the conversation out by saying "you know Im deeply in love you right", and I couldn't help but pause for a moment. I knew we had some sort of love for each other but it was always hard to decipher what was real or not given our characters storyline. I ended up just saying "well I love you too but what do you really want to say", and he took minute to collect himself I'm guessing, and he started to explain how he thought I was acting distant lately and he wanted to see where our relationship stood because regardless he will still have strong feelings. And in that moment  I couldn't help but tear up because I couldn't tell if we were drifting apart or what was going so Im glad that no matter how busy we get he's always is gonna care for me and think about me.

Nathan's POV
I just dropped Stana back off at home and my stomach is full of butterfly's as I drive home. Even though not only was tonight not a formerly planned dinner, but I definitely wasn't panning on expressing how much I love her. She teared up and usually I don't know what to do when women cry but in that moment things just seemed to feel right. She didn't get too emotional, she was just I think feeling overwhelmed over what I just said cause Im sure not every man would have said and or did it the way I did. I don't mean to talk myself up or anything but after that I know longer felt the distance from her. I think we were getting to caught up in our characters and not setting enough separate time for just the two of us off the set. I hope that after tonight we can make it more of a priority to set some time for each other because I still want to propose, it may not be when I wanted but Im willing to wait so that we can make sure we are good first.