My Uni+||Lee Euijin

08

*Hyerin's POV*

"Look at what's in your fridge! Junk and rotten food. You really do need my help." Saeri sighed while I ate the breakfast that she made for me.

Throwing out the disgusting foods I haven't thrown away in my fridge yet, I seemed like a little kid compared to Saeri.

Watching her wash my dirty dishes that I forgot to wash, I stopped eating and stared at her.

"You know Saeri, you're so wife-material. If I was a guy, I would marry you in a heartbeat." I said as the female glared at me.

"It's because I know how to take care of myself unlike you. You are so much more now childish compared to how you use to be."

"Sorry, sorry." I halfheartedly apologized.

"Are you still not going to visit her though? It's been almost four years, Yebyul said that she misses you." Saeri said making me drop my chopsticks onto my plate.

I don't think I'm ready yet. I was in a coma for a year, I lost strength in my legs and had to work out for another year when I woke up, and now I'm a busy idol....but those are just excuses.

"I'm just afraid." I said as Saeri dried her hands with a towel and sat next to me.

"I was the leader of our group, it's my job as leader to take care and protect you all but I couldn't. I instead left our Manager with a broken leg. Minah and Soomin got injures because I couldn't protect them from the broken glass shards from the car. I couldn't hold onto you on time and so you broke your arm and Yebyul...our maknae...I couldn't protect her at all. Her legs are paralyzed...and even though they're still healing today, I bet that she hates me." I said as Saeri chewed on her bottom lip.

"Now look, our group disbanded because I couldn't protect any of us. Soomin moved to a foreign country to study, Minah left the music industry and is attending to college, you've become an actress now and Yebyul's still in the hospital. If Yebyul and the rest of you all didn't meet me, this would've never happened."

Knowing I remembered that incident from the past made her feel guilty since she didn't want me to remember my past.

"For the last time Hyerin, it's not your fault. You're innocent, you tried your best to save us all before we crashed. You were able to get our members, Minah and Soomin out of the way,  even though you knew that you'd be the one with the stitches, you still protected us anyway. If you're looking for someone to blame, please don't blame it on you, blame it on our managers. They knew that the van's condition wasn't good and yet they took us on it. You're a hero, our hero Hyerin, you're my hero." Saeri said and hugged me tightly.

Saeri says all of this to cheer me up but honestly...my heart is still covered with guilt.

"Oh, you're next schedule is The Unit, shouldn't you get going?" Saeri tried to switch the subject and removed her arms from me.

"Sure, I'll just take a taxi." I said and left.

Saeri simply sat there on the chair. "I guess she still can't really trust people." she sighed and stared at the breakfast that I barely ate.

When I arrived at the building, I mentally smacked myself to keep my personal problems away from the show, my personal feelings has nothing to do with the show.

When I walked in, Seyong stared at the yellow jacket I was wearing. It was the jacket that Saeri personally bought for me. Walking down the hallway, Seyong called Hojung over to his side.

"Isn't that FeelDog's jacket?" Seyong asked as Hojung gave him a questionable look.

"I think you've gone crazy Seyong, just because yellow is FeelDog's favorite color doesn't mean that it's FeelDog's jacket and FeelDog is already dating Bora."