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Sweet death o mine

GUESS WHO'S BACK

My exams ended and I feel like dying lmao

I'm so tired it's not even funny. Ironiclally I want to laugh but it's probably bc of stress and too little sleep XD

From Sunday to Thursday I slept maybe like 12 hours???

Why is anatomy such a bitch??? That exam was so fucked up. I'm glad I'm not the only one that is thinking this way though.
BUT I PASSED IT

I PASSED ALL OF MY EXAMS
I was so lucky-
I had to score 51 out of 100?
I got 51
I had to score 30 out 60?
I got 30 😂😂😂

The only subject I had better score was microbiology. I'll be missing it tbh-

I can relax for two weeks and maybe draw something ;)

But for now I'll gladly take one shot of sweet death-

Also, I'm going to see my future godson irl, not just photos... Does somebody want to swap with me? :) and why the hell my cousin wants me to be the godmother of her child??? She already picked her brother (let's call him LK) to be the godfather. Why can't her husband choose someone from his family??? Like people usually does??? And how am I supposed to help in raising that child in the religion in don't believe in??? like wtf??? 

I'm not even gonna mention how ridiculous are the expectations for presents from godparents. I'm already broke enough. I know they're saying they don't want extra presents but I also know them and I know they'll be unpleased. Well, maybe not my cousin but her stupid husband.

I'd like to refuse, because what's the point of taking that role if I'm not going to fulfil my responsibility? But my mom is like "You can't say to the kid". But it's not the kid that is asking me, his parents are. Oh, right they didn't even ask. Neither me or my other cousin. They just stated that we're going to be godparents. I'm pissed off. Of course, I can argue but she's my closest family and we were always on good terms. We even lived together for some time. Damn, it's hard.

Sorry for that rant. I had to let it all out.

Also I'm going be a braidsmaid on LK'd wedding in June! I'm thankful it's not such a big role like being godmother. And I'm actually really happy for him. He's going to be 34. So old XD I still remember our grandma saying how she lost hope that he'll ever find a girl LMAO He's a good guy and takes care of me, feeds me from time to time (like yesterday with pizza 😥❤). I just know that wedding is gonna be lit!

AS I'M HERE ALREADY I GOTTA PROMOTE MY UNDERRATED BABIES NEW MV

STAN HALO Y'ALL