Find my Way to You

Mine

Ross and Rachel continued to lie in the sand while Rachel rested her head on his shoulder and they connected their fingers out in front of them.

"Ross.... " Rachel began in a shaky voice.

"Yes?" he asked kissing this top of her head and Rachel exhaled.

"You're happy right? I mean.. with me. Because sometimes-"

Rachel rambled until she was cut off by Ross rolling ontop of her and kissing her passionately.

"What the hell?" He asked a little iritated. "Why would you say that? ... or even think that?"

Rachel teared up and turned her head so that Ross couldn't look her in the eyes as he hovered over her. "Because sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough for you, you're out of my league, or-"

"Rach stop?" He said confused. "Where is this coming from? Dammit Rachel this is stupid!" He yelled not in a pleasant tone. He was mad and she now knew it.

She was now silently crying and he turned her head back to his. "I'm not out of your league have you seen yourself?" he chuckled trying to ease the tension. "

"I'm sorry I yelled at you baby..." He whispered wiping her years away. "it just upsets me when you think you're not good enough for me.. or that I'm not happy with you, how could I not be? You're perfect in every way I love you more than I love to breathe. If I were given the option to breathe or hold you in my arms, I would chose you. Please don't ever think I'm not happy with you." he pleaded bending down to catch her in another kiss. It wasn't a soft kiss like he normally gave her, it was needy. It was passionate but forceful. Like it would be the last time ever kissing her lips against. Rachel opened her mouth and allowed his tongue to find its way to hers and they never needed each other more than in that moment. She clawed at him vigorously holding onto him for dear life. He grabbed her hips from each side and slid her down to him so that he was now perfectly fit between her legs. Their breathing became heavy and he had to pull away.

"I wish I could some how show you how much I love you, Ross.. but it's impossible." she whispered letting a slight smile escape. "Don't ever let me go." she whimpered

"Rachel Green even if you ran away from me I would hunt you down and find you because I know 100 percent that we are meant to be together. And we will be. Always." He said running his fingers through her hair.

"You want to go backup to the house?" Rachel suggested biting her lip and raising an eyebrow.

Ross chuckled and kissed her. "More than anything."

"Okay let's go." she said quickly pushing him off of her and running up to the house leaving him to chase her. Of course he caught up and picked her up around his waist carrying her through the door while kissing her. They were so caught up in the moment that they didn't even know that 4 pairs of eyes were on them.

They all cleared their throats causing the two of them to quickly seperate and Ross semi dropped Rachel.

"Oh so you guys came up too." Rachel said heavily breathing hoping no one would bring it back up.

"Yeah. We did."

"Well we're going upstairs. Goodnight." Ross added grabbing Rachel's hand and leading them to their room.

He immediately threw her onto the bed lifting off his shirt and removing his sweater off of her.

"so many layers." he joked ripping off her actual shirt.

He bent down to kiss her neck and rubbed inbetween her legs causing her to let out a loud moan.

"Sh, hey baby they're just downstairs we have to be quiet." he warned kissing her.

"Ross I can't." she whined.

"Just try okay?" He asked sweetly removing both his and her pants. He left open mouthed kisses from her chest slowly down to her underwear taking his sweet time surveying her beautiful body. Her erratic breathing was music to his ears.

"Uh I.. Can't.. " she said between soft moans biting her lip to keep it in.

Ross stopped his actions and rolled off of her. "okay... Let's just get some rest then."

"Babe, I'm sorry." she apologized hoping he wasn't mad. She curled up into his side and kissed his cheek. She waited for him to snake his arm around her waist but he never did.

She decided he didn't want her that close tonight and started to roll onto her side when Ross grabbed her body and pulled her over to him.

"and where are you going?" he chuckled softly

"nowhere baby." she smiled and cuddled into him.

"Rach?" he asked in a soft whisper

"Yeah?"

"baby will you marry me..."