Find my Way to You

Together at Last

Well your wish is my command here's another chapter!

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Ross and Rachel arrived at her apartment where they stood outside the door.

Rachel leans against the door and takes his hands in hers.

"soo I guess I'll see you tomorrow." she whispers pulling him into a kiss happily sighing when she pulls away. "I missed that." she said, her face inches away from his.

"I missed you." he replied and resumed kissing her. She finally pulled away and went to open the door.

"Hey, no stay with me tonight please." he begged grabbing her hips and kissing her forehead.

"ugh I thought you'd never ask!" she said excited, grabbing his hands and racing down the stairs.

Once they arrived and opened the door Rachel headed for the bedroom to go change into something more comfortable.

"Hey, baby once you change come back out here, I need to talk to you!" Ross yelled as she headed to the room and sat on the couch. He sat there for a while and realized she should've came back out and went to go check on her.

"Rach.." he cracked the door and peeked in to see her sitting on the bed with pictures of him and Emily together and some of emilys belongings she had left behind.

She was silently crying and Ross ran in to comfort her but was soon rejected.

"don't.. " she whined and scooted away from him on the bed looking at all the pictures.

"What have I done?" she asked in shock. "I'm an awful person!"

"Shh no you're the most wonderful person-"

"look at what I ruined!" she cut him off throwing them at Ross.

"You two were happy and then I ruined it! Like all of your other relationships! You never did anything to mine and I always ruin yours! I always hated Chloe for taking you from me and now I'm what took you away from her." she said peicing everything together.

"I slept with you and got pregnant while you two were still together. Ross what have I done?" she cried and broke down completely. Ross went over to her and held her.

"Rachel stop this right now." he demanded but she kept going.

"I don't deserve you! I always push your relationships away for me because I'm too damn selfish and stubborn to just admit that I love you when I have the chance! Ross I'm so sorry.. Go make up with her."

"What? No!"

"You loved her! Look at how happy you were Ross!" she tried to get out of his grasp but he held on tight.

"Dammit Rachel Listen to me!" he yelled and Rachel stopped crying and squirming to listen.

"I love you, Rachel. I love you more than Emily or any other girl I've ever been with. I'm glad you ruined my relationships because without you I'm nothing. You're my world, Rach. Yes, at the time I was happy with Emily but no where near as happy when I'm with you, baby. I need you. And I'm not sorry that I cheated on her because with you it's so much more and now we're going to have a baby and I wouldn't want that with anyone but you."

Now Rachel was crying not just because of earlier but because of how sweet he was being.

"I almost lost you forever a few days ago. Don't let that happen again." he whispered. He set her inbetween his legs so that each of her legs were on each side of him. She bent her knees as he pulled her closer to him so that he could fully encircle his arms around her and she buried her face in his chest.

He rubbed her back as she took everything he had just said in and he could feel her shaking. She clenched fistfuls of his shirt in her hands and cried into his chest trying to grasp anything she could of him.

"S..so you.. Love me more?" she said in the quietest voice still trying to catch her breath.

"A million times more and even more than that. I can't lose you again Rach." he whispered in her ear.

For the first time she looked up at him and he carressed her cheek. "are you okay now?"

"I think.." she nodded.

"that's good because I actually wanted to ask you something pretty big."

"What?"

Ross cleared his throat and looked into her eyes. "will you move in with me?"

A smile crept onto her face but soon faded. "do you not think its too soon?"

"not with you. I know we'll be together forever so why not now. Plus we have our little miracle coming and I want to be here for you." he said placing a hand on her stomach.

Rachel immediately reached up and kissed him passionately running her fingers through his hair.

"Yes." she whispered as she pulled away.

"Yes?" Ross asked again happier than he'd been in a while.

Rachel bit her lip and nodded yes as she giggled and Ross didn't think he could love her more.

"I love you Rachel Green."

"I love you Ross Geller."