(Tylers pov)
At a point in life most people believe they've seen every single thing in their hometown. On the way they go to their work, or school. On the way to the park. In the forest near their homes. Truth is. They haven't. We haven't. Simply because we can't. We can't see every single little thing that's hidden and lies for us everywhere. Simply because our brains can't take it. They won't let us find out exactly what's happening. That's what I find so fascinating about everything around us. I used to dream of outter space when I was younger, but now I figured that out there, things are just as complicated as right here. But on earth it's more disturbing. Everything is right under our noses, but we don't really really see it. It let's my head tilt. Tilt. Funny word. Today felt colder than the past week, but I didn't mind. The wind cried around my ears. The leaves flew up from the ground and twirled around as if they were looking for a new purpose. Just like we all constantly do, without thinking. Why can't I just understand? The sky was red and I knew that bad weather was coming soon, but I didn't care. And I was right. A moment later I felt a drop of water reach my hand. It felt soft as it rolled down my finger. In a couple of seconds it started to pour. The sky cried and I cried with it. The tears of the clouds filled me up. I was soaked but I didn't care anymore. The sky cried and cried and I stood there, in the middle of a field watching the tears hit the river violently.
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(Jenna's pov)
After I got home from school I decided I should make my homework. I went upstairs and threw my bag into a corner. I sighed and took place on my bed. I had cycled through the pouring rain and was now soaking wet. It had been raining since last night, and to be honest I didn't mind it. I love the rain. It's beautifully perfect. Every drop was formed on it's own way and stayed perfectly in it's form. Something else I couldn't understand in this small world. People still don't know if this world is either small or big. Most would say is big, but compare it to everything else. Not thst big now huh? I decided to take a long, hot shower. I get rid of my clothes and throw them at the other laundry stuff. I turned on the shower and waited for the water to heat up. When it finally did, I took place in the shower and embraced it's warmth. It felt like a big, warm hug. Something I could use. I sat down and thoughts flooded my head again. Tyler was stuck in my head. His presence confused me. Everything he said made so much sense to me. I don't know how or why, but he just makes sense.
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(Jenna's pov)
'Jenna! Dinner is ready!" I was still in the shower when my mom called me out for dinner. I grab a towel and dry myself off. I put on some pajamas and rush downstairs. "There you are, we waited for you." My mom looked at me with a big smile on her face. I gave her a smile back and took place at the table. My parents were both staring at me for most of the meal. After a few minutes I asked: "What?" They both akwardly looked away. After a while my mom decided to speak up. "Well, you haven't told us anything about how it was at that girl's house... Madison right?" I swallowed my spaghetti. "Yea Madison. It was really fun, she showed me her room and we watched a movie she chose. Her family is really sweet, I think you'd like them too." I truly think my mom would like Kelly and Chris. They go to church too, maybe she already knows them. "I'd love to meet them some day." We continued our meal in silence. After dinner I decided to call Maddy. I dialed the number she gave me and waited until someone picked up. "Hello, it's Jay. Who is this?" Jay, Maddy's younger brother. He sounded so sweet. "Hi Jay, it's Jenna, I stayed over for dinner yesterday." "Oh yeah, you. I remember, you are very nice." I smiled widely. "Aw, thank you, you are very cool too." "Thank you. Should I give you to Tyler? Maddy isn't home but Tyler wanted to say something to you." "Oh? Okay?"
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(Tylers pov)
"What?" "I said, Jenna is on the phone!" Jay shouted again. Why would she call me, I think Jay misunderstood she is Maddy's friend, like many times. "Jay, Jenna is Maddy's friend I don't thi-" "Just take the phone!" He stormed into my room and pushed the phone into my hand. I swallowed. My breathing got heavier. I am really not good with phone conversations. "He-hello? Jenna?" I nervously asked. "Hi Tyler." Her voice sounded happy, comforting. "H-Hi. H-How are things?" I stuttered. Jay left the room and closed the door. "I'm okay-ish. What about you." "I'm fine." I answered. Just like always. I wonder what the definition of fine actually is. "Good or bad fine?" At the moment of that question it all fell apart. My mind exploded, bad thoughts flying around everywhere. I felt my heart racing in my chest "I- I.." I stopped talking and felt tears coming up but I swallowed them back. I've never been asked anything like that. Everyone knows what I am like. I don't scream positivity and socializing but everyone always thinks I'm alright. I guess I was not. This girl. I dont know what she was doing but she carefully chose her words and I don't know how to respond her simple question without overreacting emotionally . "It's okay. Do you want to talk about it? We could meet up somewhere." I stayed silent for a while. "And if I don't want to talk about it? Can we still meet up?" What did I just do. Where did I find the courage to speak that? Oh no, I'm going to ruin this. I'll ruin this and she will be terrified and I will ruin Maddy's friendship with her. Oh no. "Of course we can, if you want to? Is it okay if we meet up at Starbucks at eight?" "O-okay.." "Okay, then it's settled. Please show up, I'm begging you, I don't want to look as stupid as all the other times I did this." She sighs. "I won't let you down, promise. I'll be there." "Okay good. See you there then." She sounded relieved. "See you there." And she hung up.
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Sooo, that was it for today lmao. Hope yall are having a great day or night or whatever time it may be and I hope you kind of like the story. I can't reallt write longer chapters than this bc I don't really have time so I hope you're okay with these lengths. I'm sorry if I made any mistakes in my English, I am Dutch sooo, please don't judge me to bad lol. Anyways. I hope you enjoy reading and I'll try to update tomorrow again but idk if I can because I have to work soo yeah.
