Glow Up ~ Dolan Twins

Chapter 27

Okay.. so I know you guys are probably super confused about everything that happened with Jake. What does he mean she was "the worst", why did she leave Ohio? I get it... I'd be confused too. And I guess I better start spilling the truth before someone else does. Okay so I was originally born in Ohio. That's how I know Jake. After around 4th grade I started to become a total bitch. I used to harass kids online and in real life... sometimes things would even get physical. I was basically the Regina George of my school. Then came 7th grade. I was an angsty preteen who was bitchy and mad at the world.. and that doesn't justify anything I did but... I still did it. In seventh grade was when I became truly evil. That also just so happened to be the time that Jake and I were closest friends. We used to plot how we'd terrorize other kids together, we'd get such glory out of it. It gave us a sense of power. There was this one girl.. her name was Sabrina. She was pretty and cool and whatever but she also just so happened to be new. I became a fake bff to her and once I got enough dirt on her I dropped her like a hot potato. I exposed all her most personal information to everyone in the school. I even printed some personal pictures of her and hung them up on all the walls. After that everyone treated her like shit. This lead to something I never thought I'd cause.

I was a monster..
A demon..
I took her from her family
It was my fault..

She killed herself...

The principles and everyone found out it was my fault. My parents found out too so we fled. We left Ohio and moved to California. I started grade nine here and developed an eating disorder which is why I got so fat... I went from the bully, to the bullied and I deserved every last second of it. I don't deserve the happy life I have...

I sit on the ground, hot tears burning my cheeks as I reimagine my passed life.
I'm sorry I lied to you...
I'm sorry I'm such a bad person...
I'm sorry I let you down.

I really just hope he doesn't tell the twins what happened. I should probably tell everyone before Jake does. I should make a go live.

I grab my phone and tripod and begin recording. I wipe my cheeks and take a deep breath. I look up at the screen and notice that hundreds of people had already joined. I looked back down. I swallow hard before taking another shaky breath. I begin explaining every detail of what happened in my passed. I knew this day would come. I knew this would come back to haunt me, but little did I know I was going to be friends with celebrities. Little did I know I would have thousands of people looking up to me. Little did I know I would be friends with the most popular girl in school. I'm going to lose everyone that cares about me here. I'll have no one. But I guess that's what I deserve...

After finishing to explain, the comments on the live had gone dead. The view count had gone down drastically.

"I know you all probably hate me now" I begin. "To be honest with you, I kind of hate me to" I look down and sniffle. "But um... I don't know what more I can do." I say beginning to cry again. "I'm sorry for lying to you, I'm sorry that I'm such a bitch. But I never said I'm perfect, I'm more than flawed. And I've been holding back from doing this cause I never thought it would come back to me this soon. Uhhh.. Jake if you're watching, you win I guess. But um yeah. I guess that's it..." I say, my voice breaking multiple times. I grab my phone and see who's left viewing since there are only 4 views left.

Viewing:
@EthanDolan
@GraysonDolan
@Kimberrrrrrrley
@MeredithMickelson

"I'm sorry guys..." I say with my tears flowing like rain.

"I'm so sorry" I then end the live then walk to the building I stayed in for a while when we first moved here from Ohio. I go up to the roof of the building and stand at the edge, the wind blows through my hair. As I look down and...