Glow Up ~ Dolan Twins

Chapter 5

Hey! Today I get to go back to hell! yay. I grabbed the outfit I had bought yesterday along with some towels and walked to the bathroom. I ran the water and used the bathroom as I waited for the shower to heat up. I stepped under the now perfectly heated water and let it run over me for a good minute. I washed my hair body and face, shaved, rinsed, then stepped out of the shower. I instantly wrapped myself up in my towels to protect myself from the freezing atmosphere. That's my least favorite part of showering, getting out. Don't you agree? I dried myself off and put on my clothes.

I walked downstairs to see my green juice. Yeah, I'm still drinking it. i grabbed my juice and backpack then put on my flats and made my way to school. I walked through the big, blue doors feeling confident. I immediately began to notice all eyes going on me. i continued to walk with confidence, a bright smile plastered on my face. I felt unstoppable, until I was stopped, and of ALL the people that could have stopped me it just HAD to be the Dolans. Great!

"Sup Montague!" Grayson said. I raised an eyebrow at him in confusion. No bad nicknames?

"Hi?" I replied, still confused.

"Wanna hang at lunch or something?"  He said.

"Uh.. I dont think so... you're an asshole." I replied.

"what do you mean?" he asked

"So now that I look good you think that we can be friends? After the way you treated me? No bitch." I snapped

"Hey look! This is my way of apologizing." He said.

"THIS IS NOT A FUCKING APOLOGY! YOU TREATED ME LIKE SHIT SINCE 9th GRADE! YOU CAN'T EXPECT ME TO JUST FORGIVE YOU LIKE THAT!" I began to yell, receiving stares from everyone in the hallway.

"But you'd be sitting with the populars!" He insisted.

"If being popular means being anything like you, then I never want to be popular." I said, then confidently strutted away with all eyes still on me.

I walked to the gymnasium and seated myself beside Kimberley who I'd finally found. Someone  had put an arm around me so I turned to see Grayson fucking Dolan. I slapped him in the face and he winced while removing his arm. I smirked then turned back to Kim. 

"Why are you rejecting him? Don't you like him?" She whispered.

"I do but I can't just forgive him so quickly for making my high school years miserable." I responded in a whisper.

"Okay, I get that" She said.

We were assigned our homerooms and mine was Science with Kim, Ethan, AND Grayson. Lovely... Kim and I sat in the middle like we usually do and watched as the rest of the students scattered into the classroom. There were two students missing and two seats left. One beside me, and one beside Kim. That's when the twins walked to the classroom. Do you ever make an extremely awkward eye contact with someone where they stare at you dead in the eyes until you look away? Well that's what happened between Grayson and I. He stared me down till I turned to face Kim. I then felt a discomforting presence beside me as Ethan sat beside Kim. I swallowed hard as I turned to see a now smirking Grayson sitting uncomfortably close.

"I see we meet again Montague." He said.

"Could you get any closer dolan?"

"I could but if you want to do that we'll have to go to a separate room." He said with a wink.

I blushed and quickly turned away to hide the redness in my face. After a while of listening to our boring teacher talk I felt Grayson grab my thigh and start running his hand upward. I jumped out of my seat gaining everyone's attention.

"Is there a problem Ms. Montague?" The teacher asked.

"No, no problem I just uh.... need some air." I said.

"Go ahead, and Mr. G Dolan will accompany you on your walk." He said. 

I glared at Grayson as I walked out of the room. I went outside and climbed the wall in the front and sat. Not long after, Grayson was climbing the wall and sitting beside me. We sat in silence for a while. I plan on giving him the silent treatment till I'm ready to forgive him.

"Andrea?" He said. I didn't respond.

Grayson's POV

"Look, I get if you don't want to talk to me, or be friends with me or anything, but please listen to me." I said. She turned to face me. I looked into her beautiful ocean blue eyes and spoke. I said things from my heart, not even thinking of what I was saying.

"Andrea, I was rude to you without reason. I had no right. I do feel bad. I do regret doing what I did. I do feel like an idiot. But it's not for the reason you might think. I do feel terrible for treating you badly, but I feel worst for not trying to stop the one I love from getting hurt. You might not understand so let me explain. As a child I was never taught how to express love towards people other than my family. I was taught never to trust anyone else. I used to be bullied brutally as well, which is why I never trusted anyone. I was only ever taught to love those in my bloodline and to forbid others from getting close to me. So when I got these feelings for you, I decided to get close to you in the only way I knew. Through pain. And I apologize for that. I'm trying to change. I really am. And I hope that someday soon you can forgive me." I said tears filling my eyes and running down my cheeks like water falls. As I was about to turn away, I felt her grab me tightly in a hug. I noticed that she was crying too. I hugged her back and smiled at her.

"I'm so so sorry Andrea" I said.

"It's okay. I forgive you." She said with a pained smile.

"I lo-" She was gonna say something when the bell rang. She shook her head and ran to her next  class. 

"WAIT ANDREA! WHAT WERE YOU? ugh forget it." I sighed and went to my next class.