SoraMafu Drabbles

Nine

Soraru was 7 when he first saw Mafumafu. It took him a month before he could talk to the albino. He felt happy when the albino accepted him as a friend.

Soraru was 13 when he first saw Mafumafu cry. It took him one awkward hour before he could calm the albino. Turns out, his parents were fighting again.

Soraru was 15 when he finally realized that he loves Mafumafu. It took him a year before he could finally confess his feelings for Mafumafu. Another month before he had the guts to press his lips against the albino’s own.

Soraru was 17 when he noticed Mafumafu’s fake smiles and laughs. It took him a week before he made the albino tell him what’s wrong. Another day to find out that Mafumafu needs him more than he ever thought.

Soraru was 18 when he asked Mafumafu to move in with him. It took him a week before he could convince the albino that he’s alright with living with him and that he would love to see his beloved every time he wakes up. He loves kissing Mafumafu’s face to wake him up.

Soraru was 19 when he noticed the changes to Mafumafu. It took him an hour to find the pills that Mafumafu’s taking and the razors with dried blood. It took him one night to calm the albino down and convince him that he still loves him despite everything.

Soraru was 20 when he realized how much he truly loved the albino and he was scared at the thought of his lover leaving him. He wished that he would grow up faster so he could ask the albino to marry him.

Soraru was 21 when he finally became one with Mafumafu. It took him three hours after to ask him the important question.

Soraru was 23 when he first slammed the table in anger. Mafumafu had been going back to his old habits again. It took him a minute to calm down and hug Mafumafu, telling him that he would do anything just to make Mafumafu stop.

Soraru was 24 when he first saw Mafumafu look so weak and vulnerable. It took him a second to rush to his side and whisper soothing things to him. He wished that it was him suffering instead of seeing his beloved like this.

Soraru was 25 when he first dropped a bouquet in front of a grave. It took him six years to release everything that is bottled up inside him. He screamed, he cried, he sobbed, he mourned for his lover. He was furious and he was lonely. He missed his husband and he wants him back. Time cannot heal him.

Soraru was 30 when he finally touched his guitar again as he sat down across a grave and sang a song with a beautiful melody that matches his soft and gentle voice. He could feel the cold breeze and felt as if the wind itself is embracing him. It took him five years to finally smile.

Soraru was 40 when he finally accepted the fact that his lover is gone and now he’s happy and contented with the warmth inside him. He still loves Mafumafu and he will cherish their memories forever.

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this was kinda sad ww