Tamara x Tord

OH NO! Chapter 6

~Tam's POV~

Dear journal,

It's been a week since the accident. I haven't been feeling well since that night I mean like I keep getting sick every morning and I missed a whole week of school because I haven't been feeling well and I have been missing Tord. I've been eating more because I've been getting more hungry. Tori said to take 'The test' but I don't want to I'm too scared to do it. What if I am who knows I'll probably have to ditch school because of it or get made fun of! Like people will find out and the word will get around school and people will call me a slut, a whore etc. And I'm none of those things. I haven't been getting visits from Paul or Pat since the accident. I'm scared! Tord is gone, my heart is aching, and I might be pregnant with Tord's baby! What am I going to do!? I have no one besides Ell, Matilda and Tori they have been dropping by from school to give me homework and teach me more about school then come by to get my homework. EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART! I will have to take the test

-Tamara

After I wrote in my journal I stood up and went into the bathroom. I went to the toilet and started puking. I feel like shit.

~8 minutes later~

I finished puking my guts out finally, I stood up and flushed the toilet I went to the sink and rinsed out my mouth so I can take the taste out of my mouth and than washed my hands. Than I went to the kitchen and started cooking bacon and pancakes. I miss cooking bacon for Tord. I wiped my eyes because I was about to cry.
I can't cry not now please. But please Irene don't let him be dead and gone forever!

I stopped cooking and sobbed.
I can't help it I miss him so much but he's gone from this hell hole and I can't do shit! They didn't have a funeral for him because the enemies would attack everyone!

After what seemed like forever I finally stopped sobbing and continued cooking. Than I heard a knock at the door. "C-COME IN!" the door opened and it was Ell. She had a bag with something in it. The bag was from the pharmacy "Hey Tam um I think it's time for you know what. I know you don't want to but you have to so we know why you keep getting sick" I nodded "I know but please I want to eat first" Ell nodded her head and shut the door behind her than she sat on the couch waiting. After I ate I finished my water and went to Ell "Alright I'm ready" Ell handed me the test and I went to the bathroom and took it. I sat it on the bathroom counter and washed my hands.

~15 minutes later~

Me and Ell went back to the bathroom and I went over to it I closed my eyes and took a deep breath than let it out. I picked it up and read it

Pregnant

I started crying. I'm having Tord's baby and he's not here to see his baby. Ell hugged me and I started crying on her shoulder. "Tam it's alright we'll help you through this" I nodded "But w-when the baby is born I'm gonna be reminded of Tord everyday" I sobbed "I know Tam but we don't want to get rid of the baby. He or she deserves a chance" I nodded "He or she will I'll make sure he or she will have the best damn life"

~1 year later Tord's POV~

It's been a year since I heard Tam's beautiful voice.

"PAUL AND PAT REPORT TO MY OFFICE!"
I yelled on the intercom and as soon as I did Paul and Pat came into my office. "Yes sir" the saluted. "Paul and Pat today is the day you go check on Tam understood?" Paul and Pat nodded "Sir yes sir!" They said in unison. "Now go and give me a report on her" they left and I sat down doing paperwork.

~3rd person POV~

After about an hour of driving Paul and Pat arrived at Tam's house. They got out of the van with the keys and knocked on Tam's door. Tam went to the front door and opened it

Tam- "Paul Pat it's so good to see y'all!" She said excitedly "Come in!"

They both walked in. Tam shut the door while the men sat on her couch. All of a sudden...

???- "Mama!" A baby started babbling, he started walking into the living room than saw Paul and Pat then went silent.

Paul and Pat looked at the baby

Paul- "Who is that!?"

Tam- "Oh that's Tim my son"

Pat- "Your son?!?!" Pat looked at Paul and Paul looked at Pat "Oh no!"

Tim laid on the ground being a shy bab

Tam- "He is a year old!" She picked up Tim and he laid his head down on her shoulder still being shy.

Tim looked like Tord. He had hair that looked like devil horns, his hair was Tam's hair color, his eyes were silver and black, and he was wearing a purple onesie.

Paul- "Can I take a picture of you and him?"

Tam- "Yea sure!" She turned Tim around and had him sit in her arms.

Paul took out his phone and had it on camera mode. Tam smiled holding Tim and Paul took a picture. Afterwards Tam put Tim down and he started walking away.

Paul- "What's his full name?"

Tam- "That's easy. Tim Michael Larsson" she giggled

Pat- "You gave him Tord's last name? Why not yours?"

Tam- "Well Tord is his dad and Tim deserves to have his dad's last name duh"

~time skip~

Paul and Pat got back to the base and went to Tord's office

~Tord's POV~

I heard a knock on my office door "Come in!" Paul and Pat came in and they sat down in front of my desk. "Well how is she?" Paul looked at me "She's doing great. But Tord there's something important" I was confused "Well tell me" Paul took a deep breath than let it out "Tam has a son" my heart broke I was sad and angry. I slammed my fist on the table "YOUR FUCKING KIDDING ME!?" Pat looked at me "Tord his name is Tim. He is going to be a target" I was pissed "HOW HE CAN'T BE A TARGET!?" Paul sighed "Tord he is going to be a target he's your son! His name is Tim Michael Larsson!" I sat back down "There is no way I have a son" Paul pulled out his phone and handed it to me with a picture of Tam and a baby. He looked like me and Tam "Tord that's Tam and Tim. He has your hair but Tam's hair color and yours and Tam's eyes. He is soon to be a target" I took a big gulp "H-How old is he" Paul looked at me "He is a year old he talks like a baby obviously but he has a Norwegian accent" I had Paul send me the picture "We have to get Tam and Tim. Now"