well me and Liam just got back from our honeymoon and It was fantastic, but it went balls up as soon we got home.
"NIALL! I DIDNT DO IT!" Liam shouted at me as we entered the apartment.
"YES YOU DID I SAW, I WAS RIGHT THERE!" I screamed and im sure my face is red all over.
"FOR FUCK SAKE NIALL, I DIDNT SHE KISSED ME!" he shouted again
"YER AND THEN YOU KISSED BACK!" I felt tears stream down my face and this is really making me feel weak, I dont need this and he knows this.
"FINE YER I DID, SO WHAT IM DOING THIS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY! I HAVE GIVEN YOU LOVE, I TOOK YOU EVERY WHERE, I GAVE YOU MY VIGINITY ALSO I MARRIED YOU! JUST BECAUSE YOUR DIEING IT DONT MEAN I HAVE TO BE A REAL COUPLE! WHEN YOUR GONE YOUR GONE WE WILL EVENTUALY GET OVER IT!" He screamed red in the face.
Thats what did it! That made me feel worthless, and I clappsed right there after he told me no one would care when im gone.
I awoke in the same place I landed right on the floor, I slowly stood up and looked at the clock on the wall what was reading 11:56pm, so he left me on the floor, I passed out at 7pm and he leaves me there all that time.
I walked around the apartment and no one was in at all so he also just fucks off out. But who am I kidding, he was right, no one will miss me when I do die.
I look in the mirror that hangs in our bathroom and wow, I'm much paler than normal, my hairs a mess, my once shiny blue eyes have turned gray.
I could do it myself right now, but im too week not just physically but mentally aswell.
so I slowly walk out to the balcony and memories come flooding in my mind of when he said he would make my last months amazing I qoat. im not going to lie, it was amazing until now.
Thats when my mind just went 'fuck it' and I placed my thin fingers on the cold thick railing and with a lot of struggling I pull myself up and stand on the edge.
don't get the wrong idea, im not going to jump, I just like the wind in my hair, it frees my mind.
suddenly I feel a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist and pulled me in to there chest holding me tight.
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niam-my last 3 months (complete)
Hayran KurguNiall has 3 months left to live and Liam is willing to make it his best time. contains bad language, smut, fluff and death (not famous in story)
