Routes,Hope and Fam

5

Rose
6 months earlier

      I'm seeing the pain, seeing the pleasure
Nobody but you, 'body but me
'Body but us, bodies together
I love to hold you close, tonight and always
I love to wake up next to you
I love to hold you close, tonight and always
I love to wake up next to yo-

Before I could start the next verse Aria came running

So we'll piss off the neighbours
In the place that feels the tears
The place to lose your fears
Yeah, reckless behavior
A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw
In the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
Fucking in and fighting on
It's our paradise and it's our war zone
It's our paradise and it's our war zone

"OH MY GOD I DINT KNOW YOU KNEW ZAYN"
"I DINT EITHER"
"I LOVE ONE DIRECTION"
"SAME.GOD.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE MEMBER"
"ZAYNNNNN" We both screamed together

Aria the one I named "bitch" sounds funny and nice now.As I said I judge too fast and I did she was the opposite of what I thought.I guess Paige was right she is cute.She has absolutely beautiful long black hair,medium height and a petite body.Now for me I would called her an absolute babe.I enjoy, actually love her company,she is someone anyone could look up-to and anyone to have her would be the luckiest.
A few days ago me, Paige, Samantha and Aria sat down outside the classroom.Me and Samantha have almost the same classes we share a spare together so we grew pretty close.
Samantha wasn't creepy at all.She was easy to fit in with.But she is extremely sensitive.She has Long black curly hair with blond streaks,a cute round face with beautiful brown eyes.She was tall and her curves fit perfectly.She would be anyone's dream girl.Actually all of my girls would be anyone's perfect girl.They are too good for anyone.
As for Paige before we were friends I thought she was an idiot.She is that's no doubt but when I say idiot I mean someone too dumb for their age.
Paige is beautiful as she is.She gets too insecure at times.She has medium length hair with small eyes and wears nerdy glasses that make her look chubby.

Not too long that we had Ava tag along with us.From what we thought or called her "innocent" she was the complete opposite.We supported her in every way but she never deserved it.Bunking school to go out with boys,lying about her parents or her boyfriend beating her up. In the end the so called "my lovely boyfriend" was cheating on her.He was engaged to her best friend.We were named "Block Heads" because I was taken as the bitch dumb and the rest were my puppets.I guess that wasn't for long because the real people stick around you instead of getting you in trouble.
"Halal Mafia" I renamed our squad
"Aesthetic"
"Perfect"
"This suites us way better"

I never wanted to make friends or ever think about trusting anyone in my life.But they gave me hope.It feels like gods asking me to give it another try and I am.Taking risks is all I am about.I will give this another shot I can't always stick to the past.I have to move on.

Move on
I haven't heard this for a long time now.The last I heard of it was from Aiden.

"I don't think I'll ever be able to leave you Rose.I can never even think about my life without you.You are a part of it.You are my life now.I can never  move on"

I remember those words clearly.A lot of it brought memories back.There was so much to us and a single event tore us apart.No one still has any idea about my past except for Paige she was always there but never wanted me to be in a relationship.She always thought I would break down but instead I broke down someone else.

"I'll wait for you no matter how long you take,years,centuries I don't care I just want you to myself.I can wait Rose I'll put you to ease, your heart to ease. I'll make you the happiest girl and won't let any harm come to you"