Routes,Hope and Fam

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Rose
"DUDE STOP HITTING YOU DUMBASS LUIGI"I screamed at Aria
"WILL YOU SPEED UP YOUR MARIO?"Helen screamed
"WELL HOW ABOUT I GET INSIDE THE DUMBASS GAME"I screamed back
"ITS PAST MIDNIGHT WHERE ARE THE GIRLS?DINT WE HAVE PLANS?"Paige screamed
"DITCHERS BITCHES"Aria said
"FUCKING WHORES!"
"LANGUAGE MAVY WOULD HAVE SMACKED YOU"Normes screamed
"EVEN MY DATE DITCHED ME SINCE HE IS TOO BUSY WITH OTHER WORK HE BETTER HAVE AN EXPLANATION"Aria screamed
"I WIN I WIN YOU CAN CURSE ALL DAY"I screamed pulling the nachos out of Helens hand
"SHUT UP BITCH"she threw the controller
"YOUR PHONES GONNA BLOW UP"Kendall screamed
"HELLO!PASS ME THE CONTROLLER"I screamed at Paige
"ROSE HOSPITAL NOW!"
"SHUT UP YOU ASS YOU ALL DITCHED US WE ARE DEAD FOR YOU"
"ROSE SHUT UP AND GET TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE YOU LOSE AARON"

That's where my heart beat stopped

"W-Wha-at?"
"He has been shot we are rushing him to the hospital get here he needs you NOW!"
"WELL FUCK THERE ARE A BILLION HOSPITALS WHICH ONE?"I screamed panicking
"Bupa Cromwell"
I picked up the keys as the girls followed me to the car and sped up the car as fast as I could almost hitting it.
"Rose calm down"
"It's all my fault it's all my fault"I whispered
I ran down the hallways running through the door and ran towards Samantha who had her arms open
"Wh-ha-at hap-pen-ned-d?"I asked
"H-ho-ow-w??"I asked
"He's going to be fine"
"JUST TELL ME GOD DAMMIT!ITS MY FAULT ISNT IT?"I cried
"It's not Rose it's not"Mavy soothed
"Sit down and we will let you know everything"
They started with how they believed Aaron and how they found out about Roden and Aiden and how Deputy Smith was involved
"Aiden"I couldn't believe any of it after knowing it was Aiden how could he be so selfless?How?
"I never deserved Aaron he loved me he trusted me if I even loved him a bit if I had a piece for him I would have been by myself side but no I always take up people to be like the ones in the past"I cried
"Rose you are afraid and it's not bad it isn't about trust it's about you being afraid of losing him hurting him that's why you pushed him away that's why you thought he cheated when deep down you knew"Ethan sat on his knees looking up at me
"I can never forgive myself"
"If you don't then who will take care of Aaron who will lend him a shoulder who will Rose who will?"Samantha asked
"He doesn't deserve my shoulder"
"Isn't that what you did with Aiden?Is that how you want to lose someone you haven't lost feelings for?Someone you are sure you love?Tell me Rose do you want to lose him?"Aria asked
"No I don't bu—
"Rose you made a mistake don't make this a regret for your entire life"Paige said
"What happened had happened!You me and everyone have to live with it we need to move on and think about how are we or I am going to carry myself. Should I be a weak women or a strong one?Should I let the world let bully me or should I stand up and walk?"she said
"He tortured himself day and night rose find him peace now Rose"Danny patted And I nodded
"ThankYou guys I love you all so much"and we all group hugged

The doctor walked out and I walked past everyone looking at him with hope and he looked down
"Please tell me He is alive?"I asked
"He has lost a lot of blood we have got the bullets out so he is on the safe zone but he might take time to wake up maybe days or weeks or maybe more.He is on machines right now"he sighed
"Can I see him?"
"Can he hear?Feel?"
"He can hear you"he smiled
"Are you Rose?"he asked and I nodded while he smiled
"You are lucky Rose the entire time he only wished to see you he whispered your name Rose.You can get him back up in minutes"he smiled
"Go on see him"he patted my left shoulder and left while tears rolled down my cheek

I walked in the room alone looking at him even now he seemed to pull everything he looked like an angel with his red lips pouted and his blue eyes shutted while his long lashes curled up.His face was fair outlining his jaw and his hair messed up.I love this man.
"Hey handsome"I whispered sitting to the stool next to his bed
"I know you can hear me I-I don't know where to start or what to say"I sniffed holding his hand
"I am the biggest foolish idiot in the world I am sorry for everything for hurting you comfort putting you here I am sorry for slamming doors on your face for saying I hate you for not trusting you.I truly madly deeply love you and I would never want to lose you I am too afraid of losing you and now I am please wake up I want you to look into my eyes as your fingers trace up my skin I want you to tell me you love me that you are here for me.these last few weeks have been torture for me and I don't think I can cope with it anymore my life isn't as colorful as it used to be with you.It looked black and white every place every single thing reminds me of you.I don't know how will I ever make it up to you I don't know if I will ever forgive myself for hurting you I am so sorry.Please just wake up once I promise even if you want me to leave I'll leave I'll never come back but please hear me listen to me wake up babe you are all I ever want you are all that I ever had you are the best thing that has ever happened and I don't think I can survive without you"I cried out loud
"I miss your voice I miss your whispers I miss your Pervertness I miss how you sang to me I miss your touch I miss how your eyes changed colors when you looked at me I miss you smile and laugh I miss how you poke my dimples and compliment me when I looked like a mess I miss how you would hold my hands and tease me for having such small fingers but kiss them anyway carefully I love how you are so protective and possessive about me I want to roam my hands in your hair I want you to hold me in your arms because nothing feels better and nothing ever will"I wiped away my tears capturing the guitar in the view the black guitar Aaron played for me
"Remember how you always played for me well I can do that for you today.Do not judge"I picked up the guitar and strung a few beats

"One, two
One, two, three, four

I started the beat

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had.
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad.
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not.
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you.
I love being around you.
You make it easy,
It's easy as one, two, one, two, three, four.

There's only one thing, two do, three words four you.
I love you.
(I love you)
There's only one way, two say, those three words
And that's what I'll do.
I love you.
(I love you)

I tried my best holding back the tears

Give me more lovin' from the very start.
Piece me back together when I fall apart.
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
Best that I've had.
I'm so glad that I found you.
I love being around you.
You make it easy,
It's easy as one, two, one, two, three, four.
There's only one thing, two do, three words four you.
I love you.
(I love you)
There's only one way, two say, those three words
And that's what I'll do.
I love you.
(I love you)
I love you
(I love you)

You make it easy,
It's easy as one, two, one, two, three, four.
There's only one thing, two do, three words four you.
I love you.
(I love you)

There's only one way, two say, those three words
And that's what I'll do.
I love you.
(I love you)

One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four I love you.
(I love you)
I love you
(I love you)

I got up with the guitar as tears fell down and looked up about to walk away when a hand held my arm.
"Rose don't leave"he whispered