Routes,Hope and Fam

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ROSE

Present time

When you are passionate about something, that makes you happy,you are amazing at it and someone close to you let you go down. Deep deep down.Its hard to get back up until you have someone like I do.
Someone who makes you get backup and start fighting you fight again and WIN IT this time.

Every race is not meant for you.My brain could only function on one sentence
"Why does every bad have to happen with me?"

But I am not the only one going through situations,everyone out there are fighting for themselves,for there families.

I hope you win your race.

FLASHBACK

6 months earlier

"We should make a class group"I turn to my side looking at Paige
"You know we could discuss our doubts and talk about random stuff"she looked at me with hope that I'll understand her and get her point.
I do
"Yea that's a good idea but you get everyone's number"
"No you get it! How will I get it. We only know them for a few days"
"Atleast they like you I am not even close to that,the only ones I have are you samantha,aria and a part of Ava"
Ava and me were on good terms we started getting along when she came upto me saying that Sarah met her and warned her about me.
She dint want Ava being "friends" with me since I am the bad guy here.Little did they know they can't rule anyone.Especially Sarah,she thinks she can have everyone.
Oops.Sorry.Every Guy like her.No standards.
Ava believed me and we are on good terms.
Till now.
"Ok.we will get it together"I nodded but I was gonna stand back while she does the work.
It's still awkward.

End of flashback

This idea of class group made us a family that holds unity and trust.We started with a little idea and turned into a whole squad,fangirl chat rooms we called ourselves Dumbasses since Aria started with calling Areen a dumbass.And then we all started calling each other dumbasses and its lit of lit Dumbasses.We ended up Calling ourselves Fam.
Me,Samantha,Paige,Aria,Areen,Helen,Hadi,Zendaya,Normes,Nina and Mavy.
The last time I felt this happy or filled with joy was with Alicia until she left but we are still best friends.She has been always there for me even if we live oceans apart.Our friendship was perfect.We are like sisters.We are just from different mothers.
I just quoted us there.
Alicia is a go with the flow girl.She loves her life no matter how many obstacles came in the way she won't let herself get upset.She will go with it and at the end win it.Sometimes I wished I had her quality of optimism. All she had to say was Chill and everything would go fine.I hated that word so much.
"God how did I not score a 20,agh this is gonna effect my grades so bad"
"Chill"
She would always tease me with the word Chill.
"Can you for once think about what you are about do to?"She was about to get a vape to school
"Chill you worry to much" she can shove this chill up her ass when she gets caught.I am not much of a scary cat but something like this I wouldn't want to experience it at school.
"I know you want to try it"she said wrinkling her eyebrows
"Not with big bamboos on the lose" we used to call our head principal big bamboos since she couldn't even carry her big butts. A baboon could fit in their.
"Dont worry we will throw her off in the forest where her family is impatiently waiting for her"
"Whoes gonna carry her? You? You cant even carry yourself"
"Mrs.Pet can carry her and built her castle there too with her" Mrs.Pet was Bamboos pet.She would do anything and everything for her
*Bamboo drops pen*
-Lemme pick it up for you-
Pick it up for her so she doesn't drop one of her butt
*Lemme Walk you home bamboo*
*Lemme clean the floor for you so you don't hurt your precious feet*
*You are hungry oh have my lunch*
This was the love they shared.She taught arts at school and she could make the perfect family portrait too.
Mrs and Mrs.Bamboos

It wasn't only me and Alicia who hated her it was the entire school.She screamed worst then a lady giving birth and had hair that even birds wouldn't like to built nest in them.She was the definition of Horror.

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HAPPY ENDING?
There are no happy endings.
Endings are the saddest part,
So just give me a happy middle
And a very happy start

I kept reading it until it hurt.But it wouldn't,I couldn't feel it anymore,no matter how hard I tried.
I always read Our conversations.
Aiden and Mine
Our?
No more.
But I guess my heart had enough and gave up.
Flashback
"I am heading of to tuitions I'll be back shortly"
"It sounds like you are on a tv show"
"I can be for you"
"You are extremely cheesy"
"I'll show you cheesy after tuitions" he replied with a wonky face
"I am good thank you bye"
"But I just started"
"Aiden.Go for tuitions.Bye"
"This is how you say goodbye?"
I could always feel my stomach churn because I knew what was coming next.

His imagines
I wouldn't only call them his.Because I am hopelessly romantic myself.
My imagines
Our imagines

"Don't you say anything...."
"You know I never say anything....."he copied off
"Look you need to study,so leave"
"You know what this feels like leaving for work. I can imagine early in the morning waking up next to you.Your face covered up with your hair,I get to roam my hands in your soft hair"

I could feel myself melting.

"Ok stop dreaming romeo nothing like this is gonna happen"
"When I get up all suited for work and you are preparing  breakfast for me"
"I will so not, I hate cooking"
"You will shhhhh,lemme complete"
"Continue Romeo"
"I come from behind and hug you tight while you give me the worlds prettiest smile with your dimples.You turn back and —
"I got it"
"No let me demonstrate"
"I got your "demonstration" thank you"
"I still want to.Let me"
"You are too stubborn"
"Have you ever met you"
"I am pretty awesome I know"
"Hm..I cant deny that,what did I ever do to deserve you"
"Ask yourself"
"I am dumbass"
"OYE! YOU DUMBASS"
"You"
"You"
"I'll let you win"
"NO I CAN WIN MYSELF"
"You can never win from me Rose"
"Don't Be too over confident Aiden Ace"
"If you were right infront of me Rose I would have kissed you hard"
"And I would have smacked you"

I wouldn't have

"I wouldn't let go"
"Then never let go"
"Never"

End of Flashback
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-Menahil