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Rose

Present time

"What is a meme?"Paige asked
"Stay away Rose stay away" I was about to spit my water out while everyone laughed and screamed
"YOU DONT KNOW WHATS A MEME PAIGE?"
"OH GOD THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY"
We were all in the class and Mavy being the amazing story teller was telling us a horror story until Paige turned it into a hilarious story. We sat in a circle,Paige on my right and Samantha on my left.I was on the table across Zendaya who sat criss cross on the table with Mavy next to her on the table too dangling her legs.She had Helen next to her who sat on a red teachers chair following Areen.Nina sat down on a small chair with Paige standing behind her.
"Is it something dirty?"Paige asked with innocence.
"ITS EXTREMELY DIRTY!"I screamed
"No no it's- Areen was about to continue but I stopped her.A little fun won't be bad
"Leave it I will google it"
"YOU WILL GOOGLE THIS PAIGE"Areen screamed while laughing
"PAIGE ITS HORRIBLE ITS AHEM BUT YOU WILL ENJOY IT SO MUCH"I screamed giving Samantha a high five
"Dude tell her what a meme is"Areen said
"I am it is dirty dirty" I replied
"Ok guys let me continue the meme"Samantha said continuing her "meme"

Bafoons

Looking at this I never want to leave,I'll get graduated,we will get graduated together and get separated.The worst of it is we don't know whether we will ever meet again or be the same.

We can only hope to stay together.

Together.Its a strong word.

FLASHBACK

"You barely knew me and still stayed"
"We promised to be be there for each other"
"Did you really mean it"
"I did.Why would you ask me something like this Aiden?"
"I believe you are too good for me"
"Nobody is too good for anyone if someone or something belongs to someone it is meant to and this is meant to."
"I guess you are not meant to be mine"
"What are you trying to say.Be specific"
"I just feel like you deserve better"
"Okkaaay and you are kind of making sense but I still don't get your point"
"I honestly don't get what am I saying either"
"Then shutup And never think of it again"
"You won't ever leave me right?"
"I am not one of those who use and throw"
"I know but it's kind of scary thinking about us ending"

And it did.

Aiden Ace might be everyone's dream boy but he wasn't meant to be mine now was I meant to be his.We call small moments love but everything isn't love.Not at all when it's only attraction.Somehow everyone's gotta move on and live a life.
And I have and I never want to go back to it.I have damaged enough.

End of Flashback

I miss Aria.We would text everyday and call at times.As she likes to say "I make an excuse every time she calls"we'll I don't it's bad timing.

All the time?

She shifted back to the home country an year ago.Man,do we all miss her.Babe.
I miss the last time we had a face to face deep conversation.We were free and outside the classroom while everyone inside were singing.
She would always motivate me and never make me feel regret for anything that happened in the past.

"I don't know they think I betrayed them when I dint I never meant anything I just wanted everyone to be on the safe side and it all went down"I said referring to the incident that happened an year ago.
"It's ok they weren't your real friends if they were they would have understood your situation and helped you instead of putting you in deeper problems"

Deeper problems

Flashback
When we got home from school after almost getting expelled.Well they said expelled but never did it.
Since they were too hungry for money because they already lost a lot of students.

A week later
I came back home after my exam which did go well.
I worked pretty hard for it because I needed to earn back everything I lost.

Most important: My Dad.
Ill do anything to get him back to get his trust back.I still can't move on from pills and cuts.I can't sleeps without both of them.
I used to take pills to stay up and now I need them to sleep to stay away from anything.

"Rose come in the kitchen"mom called out I can't wait to tell her about the exam.
I knew mom dint want to talk to me either and she was hurt but she still was being nice to me and I hated it.I don't deserve this.

"Yes"
"How was your exam"she asked
"It was really good"I said smiling
"Whoes Aiden?"
I had my head down and I couldn't reconnect to what she said.
"What?"
"Aiden.Who is he?"

Me and Aiden were still dating

"I don't know.Why?"
"Look at this"she took out my phone and showed me a text from Sarah.She knew my mom could open up my texts anytime and look at what she did
It read
"Hello.Hows Aiden.I hope he's fine.Get your mom tomorrow so I can tell her why are you so depressed and why are you not this state today"

I looked back at my mom blanked.I dint know what to say.

"I have no idea who is she talking about mom"
"Rose if there is something tell me now"
I denied

A few moments later dad called and he asked to talk to me.
Dad wants to talk to me.
It was scary I felt happy that dad wants to talk to me.
"Hey dad"
"Hello.How was your paper?Could you solve it ?"
"It was really good dad.Yes I could"
"Look Rose I don't hate you.I trust you a lot and now even more.Just be honest and tell me if there is something"
I couldn't tell them about Aiden so this is where is lost everything my feelings my emotions.

I am gonna put and end to me and Aiden.
For mom and dad.
I'll stop myself from falling any deeper.This will hurt but will be worth it.

"I won't let you down dad,I promise"

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It's short but I'll update longer ones too.
Thankyou for reading

-Menahil

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