Rose
Flashback
"Rose are you happy?"Aaron asked as we swirled in circles dancing to the music
"I haven't been this happy"I smiled onto his chest
"I want to see you smiling always and forever"he said holding onto my shin and pecking my nose
"If only you are there forever and always"I said
"I promise"he said pecking my lips
"I have a little something for you"I said walking to the corner and taking out a black box revealing the black cuffings.
"Rose"he whines and I shut him up
I brought his hands up and made him wear the cuffings.I looked up at him looking at me.
"Like them?"I asked
"Love them"he pulled me against him closing the distance between us and kissed me passionately.
It wasn't long nor rough it was soft and sweet
"I love you Rose"
End of flashback
My heart stopped beating it did not sink this time it stopped.My doubts were no more there it was all cleared up now.I wanted to run away. I looked at Aaron who looked nervous but I did not care right now I was broken that's all.My legs picked up the pace and moved away from him
"Rose!"
"Rose'Aaron tried to hold onto my arm but i snitched it away
"DONT!"I spat and ran out the room pushing everyone and running out the door in the rain.I ran faster as tears flowed down my cheek.I was breaking apart falling into pieces.I HAVE FALLEN APART! I did not know what to do my legs went numb and i collided onto the footpath as the rain got heavier
"AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I screamed loudly hitting my hands on the pebbles causing scratches on my hands and a little blood to tremble
"WHY ME?WHY ONLY ME?WHY?WHY?"I screamed louder looking up at the sky my tears muffling up with the rain droplets.I burried my head in my hands screaming and hitting and asking GOD WHY?
"I THOUGHT YOU WOULD NEVER HURT YOUR BEING I THOUGHT YOU TRULY WANTED HAPPINESS FOR ME WHY THEN?WHY?"
"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?IF YOU HATE ME SO MUCH THEN WHY DONT YOU END ME?"I screamed looking up
"I HATE YOU I HATE ME I HATE EVERYONE"I hit my hands on the ground
'ROSE"I turned around to see the one person I dint want to see but i felt my heart ache and myself go number and lose control to notice the figure
Aiden
"WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW!HAVEN'T YOU HAD ENOUGH?"
"GET AWAY FROM ME" I screamed and pushed him aside
He pulled me towards him into a side hug and tried fighting me embracing me
"I SAID AWAY FROM ME"I screamed pushing him away harder only to be held tightly causing marks on y bare arms but that pain was nothing compatible to the pain in my heart.
"FUCKING MOVE"
"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU AIDEN?"I said beating his chest
"GET AWAY FROM ME"
"SHE SAID AWAY FROM HER YOU PRICK"Samantha kicked him in the ribs
"I WA-
"YOU HAVE DONE ENOUGH!FUCKING LEAVE HER ALONE!THIS IS YOUR LOVE?THIS IS HOW YOU LOVE SOMEONE?"
"DO NO--
"JUST LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK YOU ASSHOLE"She pushed him onto the road
"i am leaving for now Rose only now "and he left
I was drenched drowning in my tears wet from the rain pain hurt fragile i was vulnerable
"Rose come here"she hugged me and i only hit her and screamed
"WHY SAMMY WHY?TELL ME?WHY?JUST WHY?I AM ASKING FOR NOTHING ELSE!"she was quite and held onto me as i struggled
"SAMANTHA I SHOULD HAVE DIED YEARS AGO I SHOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF DIED FROM THOSE PILLS"I hit my head and tried standing up
"Rose"she was speechless and helped me get up
"I HATE MYSELF!WHY AM I SUCH A FOOL?WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS?"i asked
"Nothing Rose i promise nothing"she said tearing up
"MY HEART ITS BURNING ITS QUENCHING I WANT TO RIP IT OUT I WANT TO-
I couldnt breathe anymore my breath hitched in my throat causing me to gasp loudly and scream
"I love him too much why?"i asked her whispering
"Why did I trust him?why did I love him?"
"CAN YOU ANSWER ONE SINGLE WHY?" I screamed again and she helped me walk down the street
"HOW CAN I LOVE HIM?HOW CAN I BE SUCH A—
"CAN YOU?NO!I SHOULD--HOW CAN I BE SUCH A FOOL?HOW?"
"SAMANTHA TELL ME WHY?"I cried dragging my nails across my face
We walked steadily to the apartment where i sat soaked on the couch soaked but yet burning in .My phone rang and beeped and i couldnt handle it.
"WHY DO THEY BOTH KEEP ON CALLING?I CANT KEEP UP WITH THIS"I screamed throwing the phone across the room smashing it on the wall.
"Rose"Areen called hugged me and Aria sat next to me
"We are here"
"YOU ALL SAY THE SAME DAM THING"I cried in her chest
I couldnt sleep that night well sleep was never going to come i wish sleep came for an eternity now.I sat in the balcony when Routes came and sat on my lap.I pushed him away with a pang in my heart
"YOU CAN GO BACK TO YOUR DISGUSTING PRICK ASS OWNER"I screamed at him
The next morning i woke up on the balcony floor.My shirt was wet from the tears my head ached and my heart felt like it wasnt there anymore.You know you are in endless pain when you wake up one morning and realize that you are dead, buried and forgotten by those who are dear and close to you but alive and kicking to strangers, people who don't give a damn about you. You know you will forever be in pain when you wake up in the morning, with a jolt, to an emotionless face of someone who tells you nothing now but to go out and kill, take another human's life or yours would be taken in more painful ways than you can imagine. You know pain when you go to sleep with it every night and you see yourself being lowered in your own grave but when you scream to those mourning and burying you your screams are whimpers that no one hears.
"WHAT MORE DO HAVE HAVE TO DO OR SAY?"Areen screamed
"YOU SHOWED HER THE WORLD YOU WERE HER WORLD NOW WHAT?"Aria screamed
"YOU SELFISH ASS"Normes screamed
I heard screams from outside i wanted to move get up and see but my body gave up i couldnt move i felt paralyzed.
"You girls have to believe me i love her too much to hurt her'Thats where i heard his voice i missed it i wanted him to whisper in my ears again hug him again i wanted to tell me that i am his forever i wanted him to hold me
WHERE IS HE?HE SAID HE WILL ALWAYS BE HERE WHERE IS HE NOW?
"YOU HAVE PLAYED ENOUGH"With that i heard the door slam and my heart slam too
A few minutes later my door slowly opened revealing all of them except Paige to come in with food.
"Dont you want to see Paige?"Areen asked and i nodded
"Then lets get up that floor"She said picking me up
"How will we face her?"Aria asked and i felt myself burn inside
"It's only us who she has now"Samantha said
"Come on Rose open up"Normes said cutting off a piece of waffle
"I am not hungry"I said shaking my head
"Not asking open up"Samantha said
"I am not hungry'I repeated
"Look at me Rose"I looked up at her with tears building up
"For me"she said lifting up the fork as a tear fell
"Remember how Rose never cries?"Areen said wiping away the tear as another one fell
"Shes dead now"and they all pulled me into a hug
"Rose can never die"
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-Menahil
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