Routes,Hope and Fam

54

Rose
I looked at the young man who I called a loser a pathetic psychopath just yesterday someone I once called my lifeline laying infront of me bleeding as the ambulance sirens rang in my ears leaving me startled there.
"Rose"Samantha shaked me
"I-I ki-i lle-ed-d hi-i-m"I said staring as the stretcher pulled his body up
"COME ON ROSE"the voices muffled in my ear before I blacked out

Flashback
"Rose you are always going to take care of mom and dad after me promise me that"Tobias said wiping away my tear
"No please don't leave how will I survive without you?"I asked him
"Rose I am only going out to for further studies I'll visit we will call right?"
"I know we will but it won't be the same"
"Come on Rose you are not this weak you are the strongest girl I know"
"Well I only look tuff"
"You are hard as a rock"he smiled knocking my forehead
"You promise you will be back"
"I promise"
He lied he dint Lee his promise and he left.Left forever leaving me stranded here.
End of Flashback
"HES DEAD OH MY GOD I SAID SHIT TO HIM HE SUICIDED BECAUSE OF ME"I screamed getting up
"ROSE HE DINT DIE BECAUSE OF YOU BREATHE ROSE LOOK AT ME"Aaron patted my face
"ROSE HEAR US OUT!"
"HES DEAD ITS ALL MY FAULT ONLY IF I DINT SAY ANYTHING TO HIM YESTERDAY ONLY IF I-
Thud
I felt a hard burning slap across my right cheek causing me to come back to my senses while my tears stained dry.
"Breath in breath out"Paige said breathing with me
"Bu-
"BREATH ROSE!"Helen screamed and I breathed Inhaling and exhaling
"You are completely fine and now hear us alright?"Ethan said and I nodded
"It's not your fault ok he was already sick and you know that too but he held onto you saying he loved you but it wasn't it was just obsession and race between me and him.By race I meant he wanted what I had he could have gotten over it but he hanged onto you for support he needed help Mr.Ace tried getting him help but he denied the fact and called himself normal.Now that he's gone he intends to blame you so you can suffer but that's not happening because it was his free will we tried helping you tried but he never listened so you have to breathe relax and think about this.You know what don't think just remember it was non of your own fault it was his doing"Aaron said holding my arms
"If it had to be you if he had done it because of you he would have told the world about it and then have done it but it's not it was written this way he was destined this way"Areen spoke
"I was the last person he spoke too and I never said any nice words"
"You met him last night when you asked me to sneak you out?"Samantha asked and I nodded
"What happened between you both?"Aaron asked
"He wanted to apologize He was sorry hurt guilty but I never controlled on myself"I replied
"You let the burden the rage out Rose there's nothing wrong in that you dint ask or tell him that he should be dead"Aria said
"Dint you girls tell him that night at Aidens house that I wanted him dead"
"But you never said that it was just a practical example that was never meant"Mavy replied
"But it meant something to him"I said
"Rose this isn't the main issue there is something more that we all don't know ok so stop blaming yourself please"Danny said
"Rose he dint give you less torture itself"Roscoe  spoke up
"Packages guns heart friendship heartbreaks privacy and the biggest of all that ruined someone's life"Normes said not mentioning the word infront of Paige
"Give her some time and space guys"Areen said
"Doughnuts?"Paige asked smiling
"Sure"
"Well you can have lasagna for dinner"she winked
"I'll help"Mavy said
"We can help too"Zendaya said
"No please one is enough I'll have to clean the whole place up then"Paige left with Mavy
"We can get Starbucks until then"Areen said
"Are you all bargaining me with food?"I chuckled
"Well is it working?"Samantha asked
"Very well"
"You know what for you I'll watch titanic today"she said
"NO WAY REALLY!"I screamed
She never wants to watch it We all have been desperately waiting for this day
"Like Anything for you"she said
"PUT IT IN BEFORE SHE CHANGES HER MIND"
"Chick flick god we have to bare that"Miles whined
"We will do it for Rose"
"Too much love I love you all"
"WE LOVE YOU TOO ROSY ROSE"they all said in chorus
It's felt good to be important to someone but few down I felt the bulge coming up about Aiden.Even if it's Not me even I know it's me he's gone from the world and no one helped him through and he can upto me but no I just acted like and arrogant ass.But he never had the right to rape my best friend.My feelings haven't been more mixed up.
"What are you thinking about?"Aaron asked sitting next to me
"Nothing much just a few things a few events"I smiled
"Really?"he wrinkled his brows
"Totally"I laughed

Ring ring

I checked my phone to Hope calling picking it up
"HALOO SISTAAA"she screamed
"Why are you so loud?"
"You taught me that"
"She's right"Aaron said agreeing with Hope
"HEY YOO BRITISH LAD"she waved
"Hello to you to Hope"he laughed
"When are you coming back?"
"Maybe after the semesters over"
"Get your man with you I prefer his company more"she laughed
"ThankYou for the compliment Hope I like you too"
"I think I am invading your privacy I'll leave"I smiled pouting
"Awwwww come on we gotta bond right if he will be part of our family one day"she winked and I stared wide eyed
"Hope you are the most amazing person I have met"
"You both can flirt together bye"I said giving him the phone ready to get up
"OYE OYE COME BACK I WAS JUST JOKING"Aaron screamed holding onto my leg
"I just called to tell you something important not to steal your man"she laughed
"Vomit"
"Why isn't Paige answering her moms worried and nor are you picking up her calls?"
"What about Nina?And I got no calls"
"Nina keeps making excuses answer her before she comes there"she replied
"I'll talk to them don't worry"
"I am not worried but you should be she was pretty's seriously about coming there"she said
"I'll keep that in mind"
"Moms calling I love you bye"
"I love you too"
We got over the call and stayed silent that was peaceful
"Has she told her mom yet?"
"No one knows"
"What happens when they do?"
"They call her back or they leave her stranded"
"She's pulling an act you need to talk to her all of you should"he said
"She's pulling a great one but she is trying to be strong and pick herself up"
"I salute her for that rose but after her family finds out that's going to be devastating"he replied

She's going to lose herself

"PIAGE DRINK THIS OR I WILL SMACK YOU"we heard Mavy scream
We ran outside to see everyone huddled around her
"Whats wrong?"
"She feels dizzy nearly fainted and is vomiting"
That's when me and Aaron looked at each other exchanging looks thinking about the same thing.

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-Menahil