I dont wanna be alive, i cant strive with anything,
I'm putting everything on the line, but why they are dissapearing,
I'm alone on the timeline, where are your promise?
I'm not that kind, I cant put my mind in my peace,
I'm not on suicide state, but i'm dead,
I want my monoxide back, lying on the bed,
I need to get a hide, i cant help to show my bad side,
I'm just hoping for my future to be bright, i'm outside,
Looking forward, thinking bout me,
What do I wanna be, am i gonna be me?
Am I gonna be strong, or cry like a baby,
Can I still do me, what should I be,
Hoping for better tomorrow, sit and pray,
Sky are sorrow, my heart starting to play,
My eyes are grey now, i should start it slow,
Am I gonna glow, am I gonna blow,
My mind is fucked up, but I still look up,
I'm locked up, in my own overthink,
I dont owe a thing, and my eyes keep blinking,
Am drinking plain water, plain like my life disaster,
I wanna be a monster, but im terror,
In this life factor, im not a joker,
I cant laugh, im an error,
I dont wanna bluff, im getting weaker.
