Sidni's point of view
I wake up and I'm sleeping on Syn. I get up and decide to see who was driving. I grab the blanket and place it back on Syn. I go to the front of the bus and see Johnny asleep at the wheel.
"What the fuck dude!" I yell and grab the wheel. "Get your ass in bed. I'm driving." Johnny runs to bed.
I look at the GPS and realize its 2 in the morning and that we won't be there till 7. I have a long drive ahead. I close the door and put on music to keep me awake. What would've happened if I didnt wake up? Im so glad I did. I can't lose the guys I just got them back. I leave my thoughts and continue my journey.
5 hours later I'm at the place. Thank goodness. I need food. I walk out of the front of the bus and I'm in the living room area. Syn made it back to his bunk and all the guys are snoring except Matt.
"Hey I was looking for you. Where were you?" He questions.
"I was driving your fucking bus cause Johnny fell asleep behind the wheel." I snap back.
"You're just saving short shit left and right. Oh and thanks for saving our asses. I owe you breakfast." He laughs.
"Fuck yea you do." I mumble.
We walk out of the tour bus and look for food. We find a little place with doughnuts and coffee. I chow down on those. I also have 2 cups of coffee.
"So. Since were in Colorado and there is a mall near by, I'm going shopping later. Do you want to join?" I ask.
"Yea. Anything to get away from dipshit Johnny." He laughs. As he starts heading back to the bus. I start to change. I throw on a pink floyd shirt with black ripped jeans. I throw my hair up in a loose pony tail and we head out.
We arrive at the mall at 8. I shop around. Matt picks out some outfits and they're surprisingly okay. We shop for what seems like a decade but it was only 2 hours. We then decide to leave. We arrive back to our bus but he stops me before I get out.
"So Sid. I need to talk to you about something."
"Whats up Mattie?" I laugh.
"Fuck you. Anyways. I need to talk about us. I........really like you.....but I don't think we would ever work."
"W.....what?" I choke out.
"I get to jealous when you touch the guys. When you fell asleep on Syn, it took everything out of me to not beat his ass. He then told me not to worry. I know when I'm compared to him, everyone chooses him...." he trails off.
"Matt, I respect how you feel. But just know that I will always love you. Nothing can compare in this world to you. I've made a mistake coming on this tour. I guess I'll pack up and leave. Nice catching up with you, right?" I start bawling and run out of the car.
"Sid please. Don't."
"I can't handle myself longing to be in your arms. I can't just be friends. I've tried. I've ignored all my feelings. All i focused on was you Matt. I fucking love you."
He walks back to the car. He starts to cry. Luckily when I get inside the bus everyone is sleeping. I pack my stuff and write a note.
Dear boys,
I thought coming on this tour would be amazing for all of us, but apparently it wasn't. I want you to know that you guys have a special place in my heart and I love you all to death. I gave my heart to you Matt. That where it still stays. I understand that you don't want me in your life. Its okay. I'll make sure i'll leave and you won't hear a word from me. Goodluck on your tour.
Love,
Sidni
I walk out of the bus and start walking. I can't believe this happened out of the blue. Where am I going to go?
YOU ARE READING
Waking the fallen ~completed~
Roman pour AdolescentsSidni has just gotten out of nursing school and was just assigned to a coma case. When she walks in she knows who it is. She does her best to take care of him. What happens when he wakes up? I can't summarize it well😂 i promise after the first few...
