Waking the fallen ~completed~

Her smile

Matt's point of view

I know I'm a bad person. For the past few days I've pretended that I'm still in medical induced a coma. Oh well. But I've gotten to listen to Sidni talking and singing to me. Gosh. But um....she uh...kinda told me that she has always loved me. I mean, I can't blame her. Look at me.

"Shit dude, she's coming back." Brian practically yells at me. I go back to "sleep."

"So uh, Danni's back?" Jimmy says nervously.

She talks. I can't hear what she's saying. Im too focused on her smile. I quickly close my eyes. Shit, that was close.

"Fuck. You don't know that he's awake?" Brian asks.

I can't help it but I start laughing. She looks worried, then she mouths "fuck you" at me.

"I've been awake since Friday. But I need to complement you. You have a beautiful voice." I blush. Fuck. Why am I blushing?

"Ooooo....Matt is blushing" The guys say together.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I snap back. Their faces were priceless, they both looked down.

She then tells me shes going to check my ribs. Hehe. She'll see my abs. I can tell she was suprised. I started smirking.

"You should be able to go home tonight. I'll fill out the paperwork, you're probably thrilled to go home. Right?"

Wait no. I don't want to go home. I won't see her again. Wait, what? I've lost Val and I'm moving on? With the Doctor?!?!

"Uh...Matt. Don't pull that shit aga...."

I shot straight up.

"Finally, I've been waiting to hear you cuss. Fuck yea. See? I told you Jimmy that she's not square." I started laughing.

Her and the guys go at it. She goes to get my papers. I get up to pee. I walk by the door. I see Danni staring at her. That bitch. Anyways, I see her talking to her boss. When she leaves he slaps her ass. What the fuck? I go to lay back down.

My blood is boiling.

"Um, you're just going to let him smack your ass like that? I sat back up and stared dead at her.

"I'm used to....." she pauses. " I mean.....it's my last day anyways. Why cause hell?"

"Oh, okay." What did she cut herself off? What has happened to her? Fuck, why her? I need to know. She leaves and the guys shoot me a worried look.

"So uh... I'm going to shower then I'm  getting food. Leave."

They rush out and I shut the door.

A few hours pass and Sidni is helping me pack my stuff. I give her a hug. Gosh, she smells so good.I need to ask her to come sing with us. She has a beautiful voice, I need it for " A little piece of heaven." The guys shouldn't mind. They all love her.

"So, this may be a bad time to bring it up. But do you want a new job? I ask nervously.

"It depends what it is. As long as I'm not in a nurse costume." She says flirting with me. I start blushing and rub the back of my neck.

"Well damn, I need to find someone else them. I'm kidding. I just love your voice. If you could come to the studio and practice with us and go on our next tour that would be great. I've been looking for an amazing voice since Val. You know. The guys have held auditions but there was no one like her. So Sid, will you?" I said to her. She started smiling really big.

"Uh yea sure I would be honored to." She said trying to be cool. I know she was freaking out.

"Alright!! So since the guys already left, can you give me a ride to the studio?"

"Yea, let's go!!" She says while running out the room.

"Wait, I have to say something before I leave." She whispers. I nod and then help her up on the front desk. She clears her throat to get everyones attention. While she was talking, I found myself lost in her. Her beautiful green eyes and her long dark hair and.....

"FUCK YOU!!"

She jumps down and we bolt toward the elevator. I fall to the ground and start laughing, I can't catch my breath.

"That was the best thing ever. I can't wait to tell the guys that you're definitely not a square." I stand up and stop laughing as we walk to the car. Fuck, the last time I was in a car, I got into a wreck. I hesitate to open it. But then she reassures me it'll be okay. I get in and all I hear is me screaming in my song "Bat Country"

"Told you I'm a big fan."

I laugh and she turns on my favorite song "Warmness on the soul." I listen and I listen closely. This almost describes Sid perfect. All of a sudden I feel like I know her from somewhere. Fuck, she was my first love. This song was about her. No wonder I felt a connection. I....I'm speechless... I direct her to the studio. I need to tell Jimmy, he might remember her. Hell, the whole band might remeber her....