The Boy Down The Street

Chapter Six

Chapter Five was a little confusing almost all of your questions will be answered here, thank you all for reading my book, I hope you enjoy Chapter Six of The Boy Down The Street.☺️❤️

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I woke up the next morning on the floor with a pounding head ache, I rolled over to see an empty space and a pillow next to me I groaned and looked around the room to see Logan still passed out in the chair and Ryan sprawled out on the couch, but Seth wasn't in the room. I got up and stretched and walked to the door to go upstairs as I walked into the kitchen I could hear music from the kitchen and smelled blue berry pancakes.

"Hello?" I said rounding the corner to see Seth standing by the oven in pajama pants and no shirt, I stood there biting my lip admiring him.

"Good morning Sleeping Beauty." He said looking up at me

"You know I could get used to waking up to something like this." I said laughing and walking over to the medicine cabinet.

"I could get used to doing you on a pool table." He said smirking, I scowled at him for a moment but broke into a smile remembering last nights events.

"Maybe." I said turning around to get Advil and a glass,

"I have orange juice on the table if you want some." He said flipping one of the pancakes.

"Thank you, do you do this often or is this just a once in a lifetime thing?" I said pouring orange juice into my cup.

"Well I usually did this with my dad every Saturday morning for my mom, I don't do it very often but I guess you could say I was just feeling it today." He said smiling over at me. I drank my juice and took the Advil and smiled back at him, I walked over behind him and rested my head on his back wrapping my arms around him.

"How'd you sleep last night?" He asked

"It's the first time I've had a decent sleep in two weeks." I said laughing, "How'd you sleep?"

"It was good, Keisha I have a question?" He said putting the last pancake onto a plate full of other pancakes.

"I have an answer." I said backing away from him a little bit, he turned around and looked me in my eyes,

"Why did we break up?" He asked sounding hurt,

"I don't know I felt like we had moved too fast and the guys at school were always flirting with me and looking at me in inappropriate ways, you and Brett were betting on who would get me in the end, and I felt like I knew nothing about you because people would always come up to me to tell me that when you were in a relationship it would never last and that was my final breaking point.." I said looking at him and then down to the floor, "I hate that I listened to other people instead of asking you but at the time I was hurt and questioning everything." 

"So then what was last night about?" He asked moving closer to me,

"I missed you, I missed the touch and feel of you, I missed your love and I felt safe you reminded me of everything I have never really felt and I lost control, I'm not sorry about last night because it reminded me of everything that I want from someone but there's always a thought in the back of my head saying 'what if I'm not the one for him? What if he is going to leave me? What if he's not the one for me? What if I'm wasting my time? What if I truly love him and he doesn't love me?' those thoughts constantly run through my mind when I'm without you, but when I'm with you all of the bad thoughts go away and I feel okay." I said looking up at him,

"Keisha, I love you more than anyone I have loved in a long time and there is still a lot that I haven't told you, there's a lot that I don't want to tell you because I don't want you to worry or feel my pain, but if that's what it's going to take to keep you I'll do it, I'll do what ever I have to do to get you back Keisha Diamond Jackson you are the one and only one I want to have by my side every other girl who was before you was a wall blocking me from who I really want and that's you, you're all I want and all I need Keisha I love you." He said holding my hands and looking into my eyes, I felt tears start to form in my eyes because I knew how he felt truthfully,