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from the kitchen seungyoon could hear kyungmi open the door to their apartment.

"eew yoon, what is this?" she said and pointed at the pan in his hand, while wrinkling her nose.

with a sigh he put the pan down. "i'm trying too cook."

"why don't you leave that up to me?"

"because you weren't at our apartment in five days since the party and i'm hungry as fuck?" seungyoon grumbled, took his half empty cup of coffee from the sideboard and went to the living room.

after a while kyungmi also went to the living room and sat down on the sofa, as far away from seungyoon as possible. "you know you quite ruined the mood on that party."

of course he was aware of that, but he didn't feel sorry, he was just downright scared. "i thought you'd have a great time without taehyun and me."

"you know that's not true."

awkwardly he shook his head. "i'd rather not talk about this now."

"somehow i feel like you rather don't talk to me about anything anymore." kyungmi only fully realized it when she said it and she also realized, that she really missed talking her heart out about literally everything to him.

"and you do neither." there was a bitterness in his voice, that couldn't be ignored.

"how fucked up are we even?"

"very fucked up." and after a while he added. "we're going to fix this."

it was as if everything had went down from the day they moved in here. "like we always managed to fix everything?"

"yeah... just not right now."

kyungmi knew, that he was going to hate her asking this, but she asked anyway. "yoon, what's wrong?"

"i will, if you tell me, what's wrong with you?"

"nothing's wrong with me, i'm fine!"

"no." he got up from the sofa, the cup of coffee. "anyways we shouldn't talk about this now."

"where are you going?" for the blink of an eye, kyungmi considered holding him back, but it'd only make everything more complicated.

"to my room, crying myself to sleep."

his honesty hit her like a train once again, but she knew, that this was exactly what he was going to do.

asshole she thought but he didn't even eat yet.

right then she started wondering why she was actually so mad at seungyoon and couldn't find any proper reason.

aparently that night, seungyoon wasn't the only one to cry himself to sleep.

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