i'm glad ; k.sy

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you simply couldn't love me, because you are already in love with someone else

taehyun's words had been circling in seungyoon's mind over and over again, but he simply didn't get what he had meant.

who did he love? hanbin? or even jinwoo?

at that moment seungyoon actually felt so vulnerable, that he even seriously considered going back to hanbin.

but honestly he would never ever be vulnerable enough to do that to himself again.

the worst was, that this moment had him captured for days. still seungyoon kept enough of his almost non existent self-respect to not go and search for his ex boyfriend.

although he had went back to the apartment, kyungmi and he avoided as much contact as possible, which basically meant all contact.

apparently seungyoon hated the fact, that they had grown apart this far; yes, he even wanted to make it up to his best friend, but that meant explaining things that he had hoped he'd never have to explain to anyone.

how was he even supposed to do this, when he hadn't even told her about his break up with taehyun?

day by day seungyoon regretted his decisions more, but he also grew more and more unstable. and the only fact he could be certain of, was that he had felt this insecure only once before in his whole life.

and that past problem was actually also the only harship that he had overcome without kyungmi by his side.

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btw i'm on vacation and will try to update this more often, so this will finally come to an end... i've been dragging it around for too long