I had tested the waters
If I dive in deeper
There is this fear
That I might not resurface
Like the deep blue sea
Waves are untamed
Unforgiving winds
Slapping me with reality
I once tasted undying pain
Left with bittersweet memories
Collided with unparalleled pleasure
Loyalty was a thing unsure
My number is growing
The world is changing
I will keep on fighting
Until my battle is ending
Now I'll swim in danger
When the risk is worthy
For I fear that if I go deeper
I might never resurface ever
