Not So Picture Perfect

Chapter 19

"Ready?" I asked Louis as I gripped on his hand tightly. We were facing my MacBook screen. I stared at the screen for a long time. After this there won't be anymore income from this blog. It was really difficult to decide this, but it was the right thing to do.

Are you sure you want to delete this blog?

My eyes started to well up with tears. I've had this blog for quite a while. There was so many history behind. I remember everything. I still remember how excited I was when I started to get more attention from the blog. More reads, more fans, everyone agreeing with Teddy, people wondering who Teddy really was, my first paycheck from advertisements, thinking of the blog name, and so much more. Teddy was about to die. This was the last time I saw the blog alive.

"Click it Lou." I said with a shaky voice. I gripped his hand harder as he moved his hand over to the mouse pad.

Your blog has been deleted successfully!

I released my grip on Louis' hand and just sat there. It was over. Everyone was going to wonder what happened to Teddy and why she randomly deleted her blog on this day. I stayed quiet and stared at the screen with the saddest eyes. R.I.P. Teddy. (This was kind of over dramatic, but Teddy means the world to me) I felt Louis rub my back gently.

"I remember when I took that picture of Zayn. It was my first successful hit on my blog. Lots of people loved it, the One Direction fans hated it, but I didn't care. I just cared about how much popularity I was gaining. I even remember when Grace was on her period, and I thought Zayn was from The Wanted. I even helped my parents avoid bankruptsy with Teddy. I still remember when Grace told me not to upload it, but I did anyways as soon as she turned her back away. I wish she was here right now."

"I wish Grace was here too. It's okay hon, you did the right thing." He said softly.

"I hope I did."

"You did, and I'm proud of you."

"Can you stay here the whole day? I really need company right now."

"I was about to ask you if I could spend the night. Harry's snoring is getting worse."

"Of course you can spend the night Lou." 

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I was fine now, with the Teddy gone issue. I guess I could do something else as a living.

"How come your brother doesn't go out much?" Louis asked me as he snacked on his carrot while he laid on the couch. (Lou likes to only snack on carrots, since he claims my snacks are nasty)

"Well, he moved the PS3 up to his room so he could play it all day without going up and down the stairs. He even has a mini fridge inside." I said. I was okay with him staying in there all day, because Rita usually inspects his room and she says it's clean now.

"Oh that's odd. What's the plan again?"

"When Zayn apologizes, I'm going to explain him the whole Teddy thing afterwards. Hopefully he can handle it and things will be okay."

"Isn't weird? We're not supposed to know that he's coming over to apologize today? Yet Harry has the guts to tell us? Good thing you didn't tell him your secret." Louis smirked.

"Sorry for butting in, but are you sure you're going to be okay with it if Zayn isn't happy with it?" Rita said from the kitchen as she chopped up some more carrots for Louis.

"GURL, YOU CAN TAWK WID US IF YOU WANT TEW." Lou fails at a ghetto girl accent. It was painful to hear him attempt.

"If Zayn isn't happy with the situation, I think I can try my best to contain it within."