I don't know what to do last time someone got punched in the face, and I don't want that to happen again. Right now I just need to talk to jack. It's Saturday so I don't have school. I just text jack.
MEREDITH:
Hey
JACK:
Hey what's up babe:)
MEREDITH:
We need to talk about last night. About the kiss.
JACK:
Ok where do you live I'll pick you up?
I gave him my address and start to get ready. I start to think of what I'm gonna say, and like in 20 minutes there's a knock on the door. I open the door to see Taylor.
"Taylor... what are you doing here?"
"Jack told me about the kiss"
"I'm so sorry" ok I was crying now
"I just want to know one thing. Do you even love me?"
"I love you so much! You have to believe me!"
"I don't know what to believe now"
He then left me tears running down my face. I couldn't help but cry. That's all I did. Cry. Then jack showed up 5 minutes later. He saw me crying on my front porch and ran over hugging me tightly. It felt right. I may not love Taylor but I do really like him. Then jack spoke up,
"I'm sorry, Taylor saw my text." He seamed mad "Taylor was pissed, he punched me in the face. A lot. And I let him, I deserved it. He is your boyfriend."
I cried harder. Jack helped me inside since I couldn't really walk I was crying to hard. He sat me down on the couch and we just started watching tv until I got a call from Taylor. I accepted it.
"Hey tay-" he cut me off "no just let me talk. Jack told me about everything. I did go a little hard on you, I should've let you explain. But I need to tell you something. I kissed another girl while we were dating. I kissed your best friend ashley. I'm sorry but I was really mad I couldn't help it. But I did feel something between me and ashley. I hope you'll forgive me. I forgive you. Can we still be friends?" I was stunned. Ashley? He kissed ashley. And she didn't tell me. Ok I'm really pissed now. I mean I know that I kissed Matt but were only friends now and I did kiss jack and I don't really know what we are.
"Hey Meredith? You still there?" I couldn't help but hang up. I guess jack heard the conversation because he started rubbing my back. I kept getting text from Taylor.
"Meredith. I'm sorry. Are you ok?" Every time Taylor texted me I started crying again. Jack took me phone.
"Give it back!"
"No, you need to get over Taylor."
"Well then. Tell me. How the fuck am I supposed to do that!" I started crying harder. Then jack instantly started kissing me. Then he suddenly stopped.
"What?"
"Are your parents home?" He sounded scared
"No. Why?"
"Nothin just wondering." He took my legs and wrapped them around his waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He stood up and took me to my room. He laid me down on my bed and he got on top of me. He started kissing me again. I felt the fireworks again. It got so intense he started the take of my shirt.
"Jack I'm not ready. Sorry."
"No it's ok, I understand." We just started kissing for a while with all of our clothes on:)
It got dark outside and jack said bye and then left. When jack left I texted Taylor.
MEREDITH:
Hey. I'm not mad at you, sorry I hung up I was just a little shocked. And I'm so sorry that I kissed Matt, he's just a friend. And I'm sorry that I kissed jack. And I'd love to be your friend.
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TAYLOR:
Good. I don't know what I'd do if you weren't my friend. Or even in my life. I love you, Just as a friend tho:) what about you and jack?
I don't actually know what me and jack are.
MEREDITH:
Idk yet. Goodnight
TAYLOR:
Goodnight.
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I don't know if I still have feelings for Taylor. But I definitely know I have feelings for jack. It's weird, me and Matthew haven't talked for a while. So I decided to text Matt.
MEREDITH:
Hey what's up?
MATT:
Nothing just trying to get over you:)
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